everything is like downpour in the morning.
my head is spinning like hell,
till i feel like fainting anytime as i walk.

i swallowed down 2 panadols and continue sleeping,
until eleven my body has enough rest.
i take a peep at my phone and saw,
2 msgs and 3 missed calls.
-_-lll

i went to see a doctor.
and he said i was juz stress.
i was like slacking so so much lors.
so where did stress come from?


mum decided to go expo for the john little sales.
i asked for roach to come along.
and she agreed.
i tot she wun allow.
my misconceptions.


the pain in my head seems to go away.
i had a WONDERFUL time at expo.
and how i wish the time will juz stop.



i was shocked at how u two talk.
HAHA.


I JUZ LOVE THE DAY TODAY!!!


however,
my head is back on spinning.
dang hell.






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