nvr go band today.
dwn wif rashes.
heard that my junior kana scolding again.
tsk.
i also duno wad to comment about her.


aunt got tickets to the student superstar thingy.
nah,
not interested.


new year is cuming.
juz a couple of hrs to go.
=)))

saw ms chin today.
she seems so cheerful today.
hahaaas.


band.
i got no comments on it.
juz a gd luck to it wen i stepped dwn.
but if i got a sec 1 horn player,
im going to train him in wadeva ways i could.


will i be wearing the school band uniform for the last time after the sec 1 orientation?
i believed so.
i dun expect much for myself in band.
my motivation is running so mild.
band seems so stressed up then ever before.




it happened all so silently.
i couldnt hear the raindrops falling.
i couldnt see that it was ending.
all i noe is that i tot it will b evearlasting.
like once i knew tat my love for music will nvr die.

days went passed so quickly that i can hardly breathe.
my love for music seems to be fading away.
i tried so much to hold it tight.
but it flows dwn juz like water from my bare hands.


i tot i love you so.
but it all seems to be a joke.

hahaaas.
my fren was performing at VCH.
LOL.
thats cool duh.
he said that juz now's band performance wasnt that nice.
LOL.
sorry i cant make it on fri.
gt other things to busy with.
=))
(wed)

marmie n grandma went to see uncle in TTS hospital.
mi n sherlyn went shopping at novena.

after that went toa payo.
bought a black waist pouch, brown earrings, necklace, a top, a skirt, another eyeliner.
well.
thats how was my day ytd.
tml band starting.
how m i going to face it.
well.

watched "the maid" today.
mum say it was based on a true story.
oh my goodness.
i pity the maid really alot.
having such a sadist sir n mdm.
tsk tsk tsk.


got a lovely earrings frm auntie sheena.
i love it to bits man.
wooohooo.




it seems to be fading.
but you brought it all up again.

im swearing that im not gg to go anywhr frm this coming week onwards.
only after i finish all my HWs.

went bugis today.
wif family n han's.
lunch at crystal jade.
mango pudding was so so nice.
gud for my gastic my mum say.
due to the duno wad milk tingy on top.
-_-lll
got myself shorts n POOH undergarments.
lo la li lol.


head to lucky plaza after that.
bought 2 tops.


went haig road after that.
to settle our dinner.
shop around there too.



im ssssoooo tired.
im nerding tml.
wahahahaaas.

Try this below
http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien.htm
its funny.
-goes back to my tickle tests.

went party world, tea-lovers wif same gang today.
D, JX,J,SY,WM n me.
12.6 dollars.
includes fruits, free drink(huge glass), chips.
its a really nice deal!
xDD

sing till frm 1.40-5.40pm.
went suntec n eat.
took taxi to gmps for christmas musical.
it was a nice one.
x))


the feeling of fainting is so scary.
i almost fainted wen i was at lavander mrt.
im sick.
=((

im totally WORN out.
my mind was filled with dozens n dozens of stuffs.
im "pai-ing" tons of HWs.
im not being last min.
but then next yr.
i bet im will be a geek, bookworm, nerd.
i will find myself biting books and so on.


my bro changed his ambition after a conversation wif SF.
frm a doctor to teacher.
i got no comments.



i miss swimming.
but HWs stop me frm doing so.
=((

had fun wif pri sch frens.
my mistake.
she left us wen we were pri4.
HA HA.
i tot it was earlier.


hmm.
i got my pri4 pic frm her.
im still considering whe to post it or not.
well.
for those hu noe me around that time.
they will noe la.
my GIGANTIC self.
BLOATING BALLOON.
HA HA.


meet them at TM.
benjamin lynn huiying n mi.
had neoprints.


went to her hse.
her dogs were SCARY.
the lil brown one was barking and banging the door of the rm.
darm noisy.
coz it doesnt wan to be left out.
thats y.
the big black one,
so timid.
scared of us.
DIAOS.



i lost 2kg.
nt by any means of exercise.
i duno whe i shld say it as im sick or wad.
got a terrible tummy ache.
i was enduring the pain on my way home.
i weigh myself.
55 lo.
still find that heavy.
im weighing the same as my shorty bro.
LOL.








SHIHAN,SHIYIN, PLZ SEE THIS BELOW.
soonfong: says:
i think shiyin is the mini shark that bits.
soonfong: says:
then shihan must be the oyster clam that always hide herself in bad.
soonfong says:
sherlyn is the crab...that eats almost everything
soonfong says:
yr bro must be sea urchin...coz he dont care what is going on

lobstervilla.
hahahaaas.

the feeling of reuniting wif my besties frm pri sch,
words are unable to describe the feeling i m having now.
those memories of childishness and fun we had,
were now laughters we kept in mind=).
exp to you my fren im seeing after my nite,
hu left a deep image of herself in my mind since then.
she left us wen she was pri 2.
but through frenster we finally get hooked up!
=))))))


i juz linked up another pri sch fren of mine.
duno whe he will reco mi or nt.
i was once a monitress.
hees.


for her,
getting in touch again was unthinkable.
coz u see.
pri 2 lehx.
wad u expect.
i was so clueless about wad it frenster, hi5 or wadeva then.



hehees.
im so excited.
YAY YAY YAY.


the feeling is not the same as the 1st time as u say that name.
ur sudden appearance gave me sparks,
which sent me twinkle twinkle lil star.

before i continue any further,
SO SORRY TO SF UNCLE.
SORRY SORRY SORRY.
i thought tution was on every sunday.
thats y.
my mum diao mi de whole day about this.
my mood was totally torn.



went east coast.
sun was darm DARM SHIOCK.
but i CANT get TANNED.
i duno why lol.
these few days i kind of doing loads of sports.
motive---> get TANNED.
in the end.
still as uncooked as eva.
-_-lll



cycling was fun.
nvr blade today.
=((
next week next week i shall blade.
wahahahaaas.
=)))

IM BACK FRM JOHOR!!
BOUGHT QUITE ALOT OF STUFFS.
not really much of things there this yr.
most of them were pretty expensive.

we got a cab frm johor which brgs us back to singapore, to our doorsteps.
no need to get out of the car to do all those boring stuffs.
juz relax urself in the car.
hhaaaaas.


ym auntie brought the wrg passport in the morning.
liow shi han pushed me under the sun wen on shelter and on bus.
coz she say that i wun get dark.
-_-lll
but neway.
she kind of brg luck to us all.
no crowd at all.
less jam.
everything was juz so smooth lars.

spent RM 193 on lunch.
RM 143 on seafood dinner.


lunch was settled in city square.
dinner was at tebrau.
gg east coast tml!!!
FUN FUN FUN!
X)))



no band, no stress.
im free!!!!


more time on my studies n recreation!!
x))
such rubbish.

i dun deny that im in a swimming craze.
not today.
i swam 30 laps nia.
coz tue i got a kind of serious sun burn on my shoulders.
wen it touches water,
pain like hell.

today's weather is perfect to get a tanned body.
but not wen im suffering frm sun burnt.
double pain lars.


i actually forgotten to brg my swimming wear.
lucky i bought my hp along and dialed mum.
phew!
such a disgrace.


gg JOHOR tml.
im ssssssssoooooo thrilled~~~!
yayayaya!



it doesnt matter whe u are here right before mi.
there's nth blissful to tok about.

juz had a chat wif song song song ying.
hahhaaas.
WE WENT SWIMMING TODAY!
fun fun FUN.
X)))
my back is so burnt.
so red.
HA HA


I swam 67 laps today.
60 laps of continuous rounds.
7 laps of fooling.
HA HA.
gona challenge myself AGAIN!
THIS COMING THURSDAY!!


lobster's next challenge: 70 laps.
WAHAHAHAAAAAA.

BAND ROD TODAY!!!
it was a really nice BBQ and presentation.
it was kind of sad that we didnt do the skit.
but after all we all hav had a wonderful time!!
thx to all seniors tat hu came.
X))))

im so dead beated now.
i dun even touched on maple.
juz 5 mins in n im sick of it.

i feel so fat all over.
tml.
wahahaaaaas.

swim SWIM SWIM!!!

thats wad a lobster likes to do.
=))



we were juz frens n nth else.

went swimming at 9am today.
50 laps in 75 mins.
its really lan la.
1.5mins per lap.
tues gg to challenge myself again.
wahahaaaaas.


saw my swimming coach too!!
im really so happy lars.
its like about 6 yrs plus eva since i saw him.
he got a hrt operation.
can see the scar.
vry sad la.
coz he cant swim too much.
i will cry if its mi.
i hope n pray tat he will be okay.
amen.



went ikea wif song n min after that.
buy ROD present.
they are so pretty creative.

went to deli to wrap up the presents.
my bare hands have to wrap 20 of them.
WOO
hope that seniors will love them.
XDD


instead of waiting at aljunied MRT to wait for my mum n cuzzins,
i dashed home.
so many things ma.
i dun want to brg them all to changi airport.


we waiting for very long.
settled our dinner at aijisan.
my beef ramen is really yummy.
=)))


took cab home.
the taxi ride home was like "car-racing".
i tot i cant reach home in one piece.
the driver is really very scary lars.
i duno whe it is called the speedometer.
it keep on beeping non-stop,
telling the driver that he's speeding.
the way he cut lanes in a narrow, 2-lined curve roads, speeding,really sent my soul panicking like freaking hell.
he cut 5 cars leh!!
my hrt nearly jump out lars.


need to plus 5 bucks extra.
15 bucks in all.
mom was yaking la.
im very pissed off wif her.
she say im rude.
she's too much la.

there was a majong game happening this afternoon.
at shihan's hse.
kharloo, chuilin, weesing and her were the players.
n im the watcher.
hahaaas.


chuilin was trying to pick up the skill.
n she was really very funny.
laff alot lars.
it was so enjoyable.
she was very clever too!
she found a cure to shihan's digi cam.
HA HA.
she got powerful hands.




lingeringinmymindisu.

25 laps!
total maddness at bedok swimming complex.
full of men la.
so its like 2pid lo.

men were ranged frm army guys to lao ah pei.
but nevertheless,
still managed to sqeeze some lanes to swin.
2 lanes were used for swimming lessons.

one guy kick my tummy n leg.
well.
pain of cuz.

actually wana swim 50 laps.
but beloved's skin started to get red.
so stop swimming lo.
next time we go at nite kay?
no sun, more time!
XDDD

band?
well.
ok lars.

stock taking was ok too.
i had finished all those tini-mini stuffs.
but still haven clarify which instruments that are needed to sent for repair beside my two horns.

ROD rehersal was fun.
had fun losing our heads off.
screaming n laffing till our body goes wobby.
nth was like that so fun.
i got to be confident wif my part.
this will be the last ROD im gona perform in GM.
so must enjoy.
=))


gg swimming tml wif beloved darling.
hahahas.
LOL.
=))



"My Happy Ending"

went out wif song n min to tm.
watch chicken little.
sssooooo cute.
those hu nvr watch must catch it!
XDD


dicuss ROD matters after that.
and went arcade.
=)))


i simply hate it wen u say it.
it juz puts my day off okay.


I LOVE U BRO.
FOR BUYING MI A MAPLE CARD.
N I GOT MYSELF A LOVELY (dumb) PUPPY!
YEA YEA YEA!
XDDD

well.
band was of cuz better than last week.
i was so darm relief lars.

stock-taking was fun.
its a GROUP'S EFFORT!
can smell COOPERATION.
*sniff* *sniff*
n most important thing,
NO ONE GRUMBLES ABOUT IT!!
DEEDADEE~~~


went singapore post wif min song n pearlyn.
discuss about Band ROD stuffs.
n we got some really cool n funny ideas.
*wahahaha*
we definately need BOON KAI!!
hahaaaas.
the best man!
XDDD


catching Chicken Little tml!!
of cuz at the same time,
must discuss the movie then put into out skit.
yup yup.




igotsthupmysleeve=)

(edited)
had a nice chat wif lixuan.
hahaas.
surprising hor??
of cuz we two are yaking about band lars.
n we went further out of point.



bebo21.
hahaas.
the creavtive creation by wm.
nice new name for him hur?
LOL.
a nice one indeed.
HA HA




im on cloud7.
jumping till total maddness.




im still pondering, worrying, thinking...
BAND lo.
i practised.
n my diaphm juz recovered on sat.
then...
today practised.
totally STRESSED up lars!!
jie coming play.
will tml be a better practise??





ppl say count ur blessings..
for mi,
count ur stressing...
HA HA.
like wad i had juz said,
im in a lunatic mood.

lobstergurlx~~~
witch!!!


HEY YOU!
A WARLOCK!(u noe hu lar)
HA HA.


k.
i think readers duno wad i mean la.
but.
please.
allow mi to rant some craziness n lameness into my blog.



you always come playing at the wrg timing.
your timing doesnt fits mine.
cant bully u cant play.
too bad thats sad.
tml maybe or the day after.



~~lobstergurlx crawling her way to dreamland.
XDDDD
ciaos!

now at sf hse.
using his bro's laptop.
so spacious.
went to his future hse at upper boon keng rd.
so small.
but the flat is nice.
inside like shit lars.



he's nw singing.
-_-lll



go join superstar lars!!!
XDDD

nt really serious lars.
juz a joke or sth.
hmmm.
well.
i had learnt to do sth.

wen i hate to hear, see or etc,
i will say i hate it.
if its too nasty,
im gg to get petty n angry till he/she say sorry to mi.

well well.
went expo wif marmie n lil cuzzin today!
we went shop n shop n shop.
heheeees.


bought lots of stuffs.
i got myself a top, shorts, wallet n 2 handbags.

heheees.
i harts my marmie!!
dou at times im angry wif her.
but afterall,
she's my mom.
the best one.
<3

FULL HOUSE!!
a house filled with lots of love.
yupx.

He's juz so CHARMING!!
harts!!!


SO SHUAI!!!XDDDD



thats the CDs.


the ending still lingers in my mind.
YingZhai was like so shy wen ZhiEn finally agrees to "officially marry" him.
i can still picture the image of them inside the tent.
Rain's expression is simply so adorable!!!



FULL HOUSE JUZ RAWKS BIG TIME!!
DEEDADEE XDDDDD

the pain was mounting in me.
but it soon goes off bit by bit during noon.
at least im better than i used too.
im hoping to be able to be well again so that i can practise my horn.
=)))


i had finish watching "Full House".
it got a happy ending.
super duper NICE man.
deedadee!



at least after so much,
Han Zhi En and Li Ying Zhai had a happy ending.
that overnite camp really works.
HA HA
its so funny and yet interesting.
Good to watch n to buy.
Hehes.




너에게 행운이 있기를 비나이다!!
(God Bless You!)

problems dun some single-handed;
they come in a bunch,
more than u can expected.



after Kbox,
everything turn so upside dwn.
freaking hell.
X(((
if so much enjoyment resulted in more dwellings,
i rather to have nth,
juz a peaceful life will do.



well.
gtg thx those ppl hu had comforted mi through various ways.
for those hu are puzzled on wad im talking about,
i cried during lunch break.
juz freaking stress up.
I LOATHE INTO THE STORM OKAY!


my reason is not becoz of all his scoldings lars of cuz.
juz de way he force la.
i cant be a gud player overnite right.
n im not like darren or qabir hu can blast like siao can.
also.
i juz learn how to blast my freaking horn lars.
duno la.



my diaphm is freaking aching since after band.
i tot it will get better after nap but,
it doesnt.
im like paralysed frm waist-dwn.
i got to force myself to sit up.
and to grab my dinner.
its still cramping.
the feeling sux freaking alot hell darm lo.
vomit cant vomit.
cramp like its gona kill u.




juz imagine how much i had blast today.
im not in my normal playing self.
i de only horn lehx.
i can KO very easily.





u r just nobody.
deedadee.