the pain is ok now.
she almost want to worsen my pain today.
well.
also wen im sleeping of cuz.
lucky i woke up.
so close!


hmm.
its been better.
but of cuz.
poor appettite.
always felt so full after medi.
-_-



going to reborn again.
lol.
this coming wed i think.
hmm.
tml got lessons le.
holiday lessons.
well.
im kinda excited.
yup.
n gg shop for assignments to do during the holidays.
yayayayayayaaaa!!!!









duibuqi.
wobuguanyihouhuiyoushenmedejieju,
zhixiwangyihuoderizihuihenmeihao.
wohuiyizhijidenidechunzhai,
huizhenxihenizhainageshijiedeyique.

went to see doc.
chinese phyisian.
im i getting the spelling correct.
nvm hack lars.


eat the 2pid medicine.
darm bitter n mint.
the smell is like shit.
wen the liquid flows dwn ur throat,
its like burning!!!
lucky de medi is one day de.
or else.
im fainting.
n the side effects.
sux.
im allergic.
my whole body turns darm red.
n started to itch like siao.
mum was laffing frm head to toe.
*sad*
darm itchy k.
n cant do anything.
haish.
hate it.



now i had a big blue black on my back.
a big one.
cant play my horn.
sad arhx.
all thx to this person->>

SHERLYN HIA XUE LING!!!!!

ALL THX TO HER MAN.
OR ELSE I WUN BE IN THIS STATE.

oh gosh.
i almost 4get.

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE MR HA!!!!!
IM 8 MINS LATE TO GREET HIM.

HEHHEHEHEEEES.
















willweb4evaindisstate.
uralwayssoswt.
<3

got back my results.
not not not really doing that well.
but i got gud compliments frm ms khoo.
ms khek wasnt around.
i will really work hard frm my Os.
mum was willing to accompany mi to buy assignments to do in the holidays.
yea!
i will de.




waking up frm nap,
wif my back hurting mi.
darm pain.
i can feel the pull wen i stretch.
the pain is really killing.




holidays r here le.
ytd was last day of sch.
but of cuz i gtg back to sch for lessons.
prepartion for next year's head start test.
woohoo.
its also time for my frens too.
gtg out wif them.
yea.
XDDDDDD











its been so long.
dun play anymore.
ur exams r coming.

quite depressed today.
not over band.
other stuffs.
dun wan to blog here.
i dun think there's a need to.
its not a big issue any way.


band was ok.
im happiee about my performance today.
improve in playing melodies.
at least im fluent now.
next week no band.
break.
tml's performance cancelled.


gtg train up to be a better 1st hornist.
yuchun went back to china le.
1 month plus then come back.
dec like that lor.
i will be alone in horn.
-_-


she will have alot of things to catch up on.
hope she can manage bahx.
well.
hope that her improvement will maintain lor.


ytd heard that my class girls gt 3rd in inter-class.
n guys got 1st.
n our class got the top score for the post-exam thingy!
WELL DONE FAITH3-4!!!
we got each a lollipop.
sweet sweet sweet!






waiting for u

well again.
i was bit sick this morning.
cough cough cough.
n gastric too.
-_-
tml got band.
duno whe shld go or not.
or i shld say,
whe i got the strength to play or not.
-_-
hmm.
got a cold as well.
after being drenched frm ytd rain.
de rain was so scary can.
but had a great time wif them.
thankiew.
was jesslyn n lynn's burfdae too!
XDDD
well.
back to nap.
dou i slept so much today.
im so tired can.
so tired.
T.T

well.
not gg sch tml.
i wan to play in the inter-class.
but darm not in gud mood.
not becoz of my results.
juz simply no mood, dun feel like toking, dun feel like saying it n dun feel like doing anything.



well.
my results.
dou its not really sky high,
but im happiee wif it.
XDD
i tried my very best.
marmie did not scold mi.
yet gave me her support for my studies.
im so happie about it.
so wad for i feel sad about my failed subs.
at least i know myself the reason.
my motivation for studies tripple.
n im gona strive very hard for my Os.



today went temasek poly.
had a really "ok" time.
so many talks n lectures.
im going to TP yay!
hahaaaas.




yar.
im actually buying a new hp nw.
but there's no hp that i really go so crazy wif.
i shall wait n juz wait.
for a better ones.
im encourages by my classmates to do wait.
ok.
im waiting.
n i will continute to wait wait n wait.
-_-










ily*

this is wad i bought ytd.
XDDD
earrings!!!!
=)))
for shiyin.

mine! =))

well.
today's CIP was a tiring wan.
we cant go to the places we wanted,
but being monitored by thise ppl.
today is agape day.
yupx.


my grp went chinese garden.
hahaaas.
i got alot of funi remarks frm the ppl there.
sum eg are,

"r u frm NKF?".
"if u frm NKF i wun donate".

n etc.

walk until my feet so pain.
some more i wore new shoes.
=(((((

tml need to wake up for flag day.
8am must reach jurong east mrt.
!!!
have to wake up early le.
='(((


went out wif song for dinner.
buy present n took neoprints.
fun=))))

band was ok ytd.
return the metro'm.
haish.
new songs.
hahahaaaaas.
very haappppiiieeeee.
yuchun improved so much after taking darren's horn.
hahhaaaaass
she blasted so much ytd.
n in correct tone.
darm nice lor.
hope she will continue to do that.
...
sian.
next fri got performance in sch.
n yuchun go back china till dec.
grrr.
im alone.
the only hornist.
arhxxx.


i enjoyed alot in the sports challenge.
so fun lor.
1st time i got myself so wet n muddy.
hahahahahaaaaaaas.
neway.
my grp unlucky lor.
haish.
wan zhen say my grp got the 6th.
hais hais hais.
if the handball got one more throw.
n soccer we got two more throws.
we will get 3 credits!!!!!
n get 5th.
nvm.
we had fun jui hao.
my grp consists of jinglong(leader), siewhua, liling, jesslyn, jonline n mi.
had alot of fun.
n really tired.


after recess.
glued our butt in hall.
till sch ends.
borrrrriiiiinnnnggggggg.



maple was dwn again.
need to dl the patch again.
sian.
then my bro go n dl the frm dottorrent there.
but failed.
so he un-install the prog again.
n dl de new client.
haish.
think he do it during mid nites.
till this morning can lor.
dl for hrs.
haish.
at least nw can play.
XDDDDD

well.
im dying of boredom in sch.
post exams activities.
to mi is like.
so bored bored bored!
sit on the hall.
for those exams feedback.
then refused to surrender our scripts to us.
n tell us " y u ppl did this n that ".
i rather not come to sch.
i cant believe that my class won the debate.
its totally so sucky.
i dun really like some of them.
exp E E E E E !!!!!
so actting as if she's oh "im ssssooooo capable".
like shit.
some more won the best speaker award!
wth.
juz simply hate her.
lucky mrs soh nvr compliment her that she got the potential to be a debator.
or else.
she's gona be more n more proud.
haish.
nah.
wen it comes to debate.
i wun support my class.
i noe im not supportive.
but i really dun like it lor.
...



i dun really wan to go to sch tml.
but got band ma.
then decided not to le lor.




i suddenly tot of wad my jiujiu told mi about
" how to MC urself in army".
hahaaas.
here's how:

1) eat a bit of toothpaste- will have fever for a short while.

2) break ur leg-lolx.

3) take away a bowl of laksa n put it in the cupboard overnite n eat it some days later.

4) tie one of ur leg into a plastic bag full of onions n etc ( i 4gotten, the spicy stuffs) for hours, ur feet will "rot" a lil.



HAHA.
GOSH.
its gross i noe.
well.
n i forget the part about rashes.
hhaaaaas.
think is u rub sth on ut body till u get rashes.
hahahaaaaaas.
duno lars.

army guys r really sick.

gheee.
went out wif siewhua liling n waimin.
n we met jesslyn n cheryl by chance.
n we 6 shop together.
heheheeees.
they go n watch "the skeleton key" ma.
actually mi waimin siewhua n liling want to watch movie de.
but all.
NC16!!!!
harlow??
darm it lor.


we also saw joyce n tiffanie.
wat a small world!!


my beef bowl!!
darm nice can.
hahahaaaaas.
XDDD
its been ages since im eating out.
=))

i wana get tanned.
duno wth is going on wif my skin.
grrrrrrr.
forever tanned le n than the colour faded away.
so sucky can.




tml must go sch le.
i dun feel like reporting my arse to sch.
tml morning is the debating thingy
wad for go n see how they argue n all sorts.
i got a feeling that i wun understand wth they are going to debate about.
imagine stinking ur butt on the wooden hall,
looking at those debators,
staring into space?
-_-
tats mi.
i rather listern to those interesting ones n those im keen to know.





nw already 1 day after EOY le.
im still living in frights n worries.
i got a nightmare on my results.
n the results is darm sucky lor.
can even retain for 2 years lor.
diaos.
duno lars.
i work so hard this time round.
try my very best to struggle through my papers,
dou im running a temperature.
some more is on n off every day type.
haish.
thats y im thinking,
whe i could score well or not.

well.
i had been to ppl's blog.
no matter i know them or not.
they tok about,
"how much they gain during exam period"
-_-
well.
for mi
i didnt.
i lost 2-3kg.
yippe.
in appearance.
i look as if i had gain 2-3kg.
hahas.
funi.
lol

















u brought mi to Elysium.
n left mi there all alone.
it all happen in silence.
i hope it will juz end.
plz.

OH MY GOODNESS!!!

I GOT ANOTHER SURFBOARD!!
IN MERELY 5 MINS!!!
IM SO LUCKY!!!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
N SOME MORE
I GOT IT IN FRONT OF THOSE PROS.
HU HAD BEEN HUNTING MORE EARLIER THAN MI!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAS.
IM SUPER IN A GUD MOOD KAY.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAS.



i told my bro.
he was like saying,
"wth. y u so lucky de."
-_-ll
u shld be happie guy.
coz i got it for u.
MUAHAHAHAAHHAAAAAS
COZ IM LUCKY!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hunt hunt HUNT!!!!

CHEERS FOR MI PLZ.
COZ...





I GOT A SURF-BOARD!!!
LIKE WAD I WANTED.
OH MAN.
THIS IS SO GREAT MANX.
MUAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA.
I LOVE U LIGATOR!!!
U SIMPLY RAWKS!!



HAHAAAS.
i was going to give up.
wen the ligator finally surrender one precious surf to mi.
how i wish for another one.
for my bro of cuz.
hahaaaaaaas.




IM FREAKING HAPPPIEEEEE




its darm difficult to hunt for this surf.
coz u see.
all those ppl are rushing to fight the bubbling for tubes.
those swimming tubes.
n of cuz.
ppl hunting for surf is lesser than ppl hunting for tubes.
also.
so many pro-s are ksing mi.
thats y im so pissed off.
n im bored.
hahaaaaaas.
nevertheless.
lucky i did not give up haf way of hunting.
*ghee*
well well well.
less of craps.
im so sssssoooooo happieeee that
I GOT A SURF!!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!

bored.
walking around maple is really making mi
SIAN
so many ppl hunting for tube n surfboard.
then wad i hunt??
so bored lor.


band starting this thurs.
im so totally mess up.
my horn.
grrrr.
currently still stuck at those scales.
its stressing mi.

ouch!

thinking of tml.
hmm.

SIAN

no more.

goodness.
reporting juz haf an hr to sch.
to take tat chinese listerning.
-_-lll
hahaaaas.


well.
wad i learnt frm FCBC.

god wan the nations to be safe.
god wan to be close to us.
god wan us to be the messenge or messenger of christ.


yupx.


heheeheeeees.
im giggling frm head to toe nw.
cant wait for the days to go out wif my dearies n besties.
heheeees.
XDDDDDDD


yea.
i change my skin.
i found this better.
so cool!!!
ok.
i gtg n help waimin to do her blog le.
wahahahaaaaaas.



XDDDD

went to FCBC ytd.
its kind of cool lars.
can feel de impact n the "feeling" of christ.
hmm.
it wasnt that bad after all.

saw alot of GM ppl.
yupx.

i was so tired after that.
its frm 5-7pm anyway.
wen i reach home,
i juz crawl myself to bed.
im got a bad cold thats y.


=))

drools.
im darm bored.
not towning anymore.
last min cant lor.
*sad*


cant play maple.
duno wads wrg wif it.
after exams le like that.
y cant they do all those maintainance stuffs during exams!!!
grrrrrr.
really bored.


im melting...

juz kill mi wif POA.
im juz totally stress up wif this sub can.
juz shoot mi.
i will be most greatful to you.
tanks!-















yea.
u make mi spin right frm my toes.
again-

POA paper 2 today.
it was sure a killer.
cant balance my accounts.
=(((
but phew.
i close my leger account.
its a must.
phew.

haish.
tml paper 1.
sure be darm difficult de.
im dying.




my fever keep going on n off.
its getting my way.
duh!



tml will be a fun day.
going out wif besties of cuz!
XDDD


and also.
im going to play my horn!!
woohoo!!!
its been weeks since i practise.
gona brush up my skills!!!
X))))










its getting lighter now.
perheps of my ignorance.
n neglect.

geo is my greatest fear.
i did badly for my geo folio.
n so.
i failed my CA.
that is bad.
if i pass tat folio,
i will pass my geo quite gud.
haish.
i pray hard that i will score well tml.
gud luck to mi.
nitex.

















unmistaken sarcasm i see.
fathomable expression i see.
the drunken stupor i feel.
the silliness i feel in me.
i feel myself in Elysium.
totally lost in a thousand words.

oh man.
weichian is simply so childish lor.
trying to overtake mi in maple.
i mean.
lvling up lor.
this is sick.
darm retarded can.
yea.
im a lvl 37 cleric.
hooray n cheers.
lols.


got a very nice talk wif marmie.
the feeling is so much love can.
















shld i or shldnt i

juz sth funi to blkog on b4 i log off.
mrs ng ( huang da ma)
she's so entertaining.

i was doing my SS.
she came to mt table there,
placed her hands at the edge of my table n the other one on her left.
starting swaying her legs up n dwn.
-_-.
wad is she doing?


think she feels that her legs are tired.
so cute.

well.
EOY was a torture.
i got a splitting headache in the mornings.
exp today.
i was trying to stop myself frm thinking that,
"IM PUKING"

i surrendered myself towards panadol.
thx yuanying.
scribble through SS.
lucky it was not difficult.
Merger and Seperation-> MY FAVS
but the language papers.
are really tearing me apart.
X((((
E maths was ok.
thx to my uncle for teaching mi.
n those chung cheng practise papers.
most of them came out uncle.
xie xie ni!
XD




"je vais me consacrer à mes études".
n do well for my mum.
n for god.
=))



see u tml uncle!!!
XDD





















im wrg.
totally wrg.
shldnt hav started it.
but i did.
i choose to ran away frm it.
but it suddenly got too deeply.
im trapped in the endless swamp,
falling deeply inside.
i really wan to tell u how i feel.
but my lips were sealed up with gulit.
my mind were still in Elysium.
thinking of the thankfulness and love.

feeling feverish.

papers were tricky.
will i fall into those traps.
*scared*









i feel those words.
im baffled my them.

*cough*
im sick.
finally.
too heaty n stress.
due to those weeks of sleepless nites.
feel like fainting this afternoon.
haish.
not gg sch tml.
=(((












wad are u doing!!??