I SIMPLY DUN UNDERSTAND THIS WORD.
ADULTS.
simply so unreasonable.
so ridiculous.
turn our life so upset.
and all sorts lars.


i got a small quarrel wif mum.
over religion.
harlow!!??
its not im being ridiculous lars.
i told her i wan to be a christian(nt the 1st time).
n
HA HA.
she freaking juz say " dun believe wad others say".
harlow!!??
y not i ask her to believe wad others say about buddhism?
so ironic.
-i felt myself raging, my eyes went wet, but i wun let it drop; yet felt so disappointing on how u hate christ.




im a buddhist b4.
i noe the feeling of being one.
let mi put an example.
there's a saying;
Buddhism:
if u eva lie,
wen u go hell after death,
"ppl" there will punish you,
by cutting ur tongue.
oh goodness.
i believe everyone in this hell world do lie right?
so do everyone need to cut of their tongue after death??
-its not that i dun believe, its juz that im afraid of it.


My views of being a Buddhist:
1) ppl pray to them to win lottery or stocks.
2) violences, darkness, like blackmagic, very cursing, evil.
3) scary, mist, confusion, addictive.
etc....etc...
i dun wish to elaborate any further.
juz dun wish to offence this religion.


christ is simply so peaceful.
u can feel warmth, comfort frm god.
its like so comfortable.
god puts my heart to rest over problems.
i can see the light.
so incredible!!




everything is like so banana.
so irritating la.
y must i keep the 2pid banana peel
wen its suppose to be thrown away?


i seriously hav no idea wad im yaking about.


its always happening lar.
everytime after sumthing enjoyable,
something bad will happen n affect my mood.
so stupid.
life is juz like a piece of joke la.



1) periods.
2) tat freak frm Hi5.
3) mood swing.
4) quarrel wif mum.
5) i scolded sherlyn in a nice way for she messed up my eng hw n spoil my correction tape.
6) my mum questioned mi y i made sherlyn cry.
7) i dun seem to be pinching high notes no matter how much i train juz now.
8) religion *on-going since sec2*
9) band.

problems seem going on not off.
sian la.
gtg n face these types of 2pid things.



u come n go.
like weneva u wan.
at least u came.
it does cheers mi up.
u r one of my prob.
but not now.
=)



n thx for qabir for listerning.
n sorry to song for not able to scan those pics.
im restless dou.





n now the time is freaking 12.35am, thurs.
wads wrg wif the blog's timing??
?_?

sqeezing some time here.
went out wif songsong.
to bugis.
went shop shop shop.
took neoprints!!
FUN

off to watch "Full House".
darm nice ok.
korean one.
heheheees.







sodisappointing.
dunowaturupto.
KOla.

wad shld i comment about my mood today??
TOTALLY HAD TRUNKLOADS OF FUN AND HYPER MAN.
i think im the one that go abit hyper, hor uncle?
i was drunk.
heees.
by GIN TONIC AND SPRITE VOKDA.
of coz sprite vokda taste much more better.
but too bad lars.
drink a few sips.
coz gin tonic made me drunk.
hahahahaaaas.



told marmie n jie.
marmie was like okok lor.
jie was jealous,diaos.
marmie knows that I DRINK ma.
not always la.
coz too hyper today ma.
cant blame.
plus is under the package.
helping uncle to make this trip a worthwhile one.
im nice kay.
but im hurting my health at the same time.
NEXT TIME.
I MUST GO EASY ON DRINKS.



if u wan mi to cough out a reason y i really got drunk.
well.
there is one that is making me most troubled.
BAND lo.
at least im being honest here la.
kk.
nt going to say any further.



photos?
lazy to post here.
in my PHOTO blog.



i bought 2 nail polishes.
milky purple n pink.
NICE.



had so much FUN in marine parade KBOX.
had so much FUN dashing cross DANGEROUS ROADS.
had so much FUN making myself DRUNK.
had so much FUN coz everyone is so HAPPY.
had so much FUN choosing NAIL POLISHES.
had so much FUN coz GOD'S WITH ME.
CHEERS!!!



IM JUZ SO HAPPY.
n im totally awake and drunk while typing this post.
HAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!
XDDDDD
FUN LAR!

F....U.......C.......K.......
im spelling it correctly right.
FUCK FUCK FUCK LARS.
OK.
IM GETTING SIAO CRAZY OUT-OF-CONTROL OR WADEVA THE CASE IS.
BUT IM REALLY GETTING OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT.
so plz forgive mi for all those unrightful words.
sorry readers.X(((
im not going into any details.
but im juz freaking pissed off lars.
sickco minded brainless stupid dirty idiot freakco.
i pray so hard that i wun get his msg eva again.
IDIOT!
I HATE HI5 OKAY!!
SUCK TO THE BLOODLY HELL OF IT.
*sorry*
*relax*




specially thx to my dearest uncle for helping mi wif my hp.
i finally can upload images lehx.
so happy.
THANKIEW!!!XDDDD
tml will be fun.
yay yay!

yummy.
shihan gor n mi were sharing duck.
frm johor.
hahaaaaas.

went out wif han to marine parade.
she got her heels; i got my belt n hanger.
so much fun.


i love you lots.
ur my saviour!!
<3

ok.
here are some examples.
look at the top.





they really got nth better to do.
sad case.

this is really freaking crazy.
some maplers sure have their eyes stamped.
gm really say that no selling/trading/buying cash or cash items.
but they still do so.
n resulted.
banned for 21 days.
10+ maplers lehx.
one some more sell hacks.
banned 120 days.
4 months.
those are really got nth to do.
DIAOS.

im not going to rot at home any more.
hahahas.
im gona feed myself with lots of HWs.
hahaaas.
but i doubt myself lars.
but i hope i can.



RCC is the worst eng HOD ever.
he gave us so much eng hws.
so many compos to do.
phrasebook, everyday 5 entries.
everyweek one compre.
grrrr.
i got no time to work out with my other subs.


but actually.
if there's no time.
i gtg blame myself for spenting so much time on maple lars.
holidays le ma.
must relax.
roughly 2 weeks nvr touch books ler.


i had done section A of maths paper.
well.
ok lars.
i duno tml wan to do maths or phrase book.
think phrase book bahx
42 x 5 = 210!!!
DIAOS.


gtg pia my HWs during afternoon periods.
wen my brother is playing maple.
SET!


XDDD




noneedtolookformi.
idoubtiwillfindyou.

shihan is staying over my hse
AGAIN
to watch VCDs.
thats crazy.
HA HA

IM SICK.
FEVER COLD.
haish.
coz of the monsoon weather.
ytd was darm freaking cold kay.
but i had lotsa fun!


first.
went out for lunch wif my marmie "si dangs".
yongxiang n joey was so tall now!!
my brother is the shortest!!
HAHA
marmie was complimenting that joey noes how to doll up himself.
n looks great.
well.
i dun deny.


wen to meet up with others too in tm.
then went to paris resturant n eat.
there were so much varities of food.
n were finger-licking good!
hahaas.
really nice.
the chocolate fountain were so cool.
hhahas.
n yummy!!
photos will be up next time.
wen i noe how to operate my phone.


went ez-zone n play.
yongxiang n joey played only.
my brother n i juz look lor.
bro say his frens too.
hahaas.


went to meet bella's marmie n daugters.
they juz watched harry potter.
*envy*


after that went yongmei auntie's hse.
n i went swimming.
-_-lll
the water is so darm freaking cool.
n its drizzling.
ok.
thats how i got a cold.


then we ducked to suana.
n felt better.
but after that.
its still de same.



ltr at nite,
i started to feel that im having a temperature.
-_-


had a nice chat wif auntie sheena.
yupx.
nice preaching!
XDDD




band tml.
hope i can make it.
im still abit feverish after panadol.
=(((

one phrase to say.
MY PLAYING SUX BIG TIME TODAY!
n im proud to announce that.
wad a shame.

went out wif aunt's maid.
bugis n suntec.
she wan to shop for some things to bring back to philipines.
this coming sunday she flying off.
2 weeks ltr she will be back le.
hehes.

-back to maple.
XDD

MY NEW HANDPHONE!!!!!!!!!!
i decided on this instead of Samsung-E720.
haha.
difference is only the radio.
same price as E720.
Bfor i continue....
HAPPY TOILET DAY!!!!!
XDDD
(info by mr qabir singh.)

cover display.



nice ma?
the appearance is nt really that nice.
but i like it.
IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!
XDD

well.
im still awake.
at this ill hr.
kk.
marmie nag le.
ciaos!!!
XDD
-off to dreamland.

my mind is cropped up wif handphones.
i duno which to catch.
marmie dun wan mi to spent so much on handphones.
LOL.
i wan nokia.
the nokia 6680.
but then.
i wanted a flip phone.
hahahas.
nokia flip phones are like bullshits.
(im juz commenting, no offense)


wen my mum noes tat i can change handphone le.
she keep on bugging mi abot it.
k la.
i buying SGH-E720C
ok or not huh.


uncle SF, im a nice niece for not buying nokia brand this time round ok.
i buy samsung! okay?? haahhaas.


i think my marmie want the sony ericsson 700i or sth like that.
then keep on asking mi to buy.
hahaas.
hmm.
think shld be getting see, erm..
maybe tml!!???
hahaaas.
see how lar.
LOL.

my old phone got problem.
judith col mi today.
then my hp cant reach her.
i need to hit my hp like siao then can hear her.
haish.
drop too many times le lars.
XDDD

WEE!!!!
GETTING NEW PHONE!!!
n im not selling my old one.
HAHA

suffering frm a series of mood swing.
eyes r darm restless, pain n distractive.
duno wads wrg.


went out wif letty, song n min after band.
to bugis a while.
juz cant laff.
my eyes are at fault.


u juz keep yaking.
without thinking how i feel.




seems to be more complains than compliments.
life is so complucated.
gruffs and frustrations.
biting brings anger n fear.
wadeva.

i hav everything.

so wad for being calculative?

imcontentednotbecozofanything,godisalwaysthere,nomatterhowunhappyiwas,inoegodwillgudiemi.

WEE
had a totally cool time out at east coast!!!
i drool that place ALOT.
mi waimin n songying had tons of fun man!
let mi list everything out!!

9am.
we met each other at aljunied mac for breakfast.
10.30am.
we sat bus 13 there n rent our bikes at this timing.

hahaas.
i nvr rent 1st.
coz i need to teach them how to bike ma.
n ok.
i loathe the 1st bike shop we rented.
shld not hav rented frm there.
but we are noobs in this la.
got a guy come towards us n sort of ask us.
n we simply juz agreed lor.
their bikes were seriously old.
n the guy got a darm muffled voice.
i dun understand at all.



we continued biking.
n songying at last mastered her skills.

12pm.
i went to rent skates at the lousy shop.
i duno it was lousy la at 1st.


i started skating.
fun can.


i continued to teach waimin.
songying started biking for a long distance.
n i tried to overcome humps in skates later.
haven been skating for like ages??
hahaaas.


well.
waimin's bike breakdwn.
the back tyre fall off.
LOUSY.


1.30pm.
we returned our bikes n skates.
ok.
darm retared.
the shop is playing "The Reason".
that young guy.
was dwn there singing off keys.
-_-lll
cant endure our laughters.
i was trying to get those skates off mi at that time.


he came towards mi wif that off key tune,
"can i help u, please be seated."
at least i can see some gentleman in him for a moment.
but.
not really i think.
he started singing again.
DARM LOUD.
OFF KEY LAR!!!
wth.


we went to the shore after tat.
snaping shots,
throwing stones,
writing on the sand,
splashing waters.
songying found a glass bottle.
n tot of bottle msg.
but instead,
we lost the cap n filled it up wif stones, sand n seawater.
hahaaaas.
fun lars.



2pm.
we wash our feet.
went to the shop next to the lousy shop.
the auntie was funny n darm frenly lor.
mi n waimin shared those 2-in-1 type.
songying got her own.
we kept on cycling till the dead end.
darm long lors.
5km could be possible.
its like an nvr ending track.
wow!
hahaaaas.
songying fell at the dead end.
to those flower bushes.
poor girl.
she got to endure a swollen arm n bleeding wounds.
we cycled back.
n the auntie apply medi on her.
OUCH.
pain le.


we decided to head to parway n eat.
burger king.
i had snack, they got their student meals.
YUM YUM


we were so tired.
i almost slept in da bus.

im cooked.
for god's sake.
FINALLY.
my arms, legs n face is awesome red.
cool duh!?


had the most thrilling day today!
WEE

HAHA
thats the word im starting with.
i felt darm gross this afternoon in 7-11.
i actually saw a guy buying condoms.
-eeeeuuuukkksss-
i noe im making a fuss out of it.
eyes stared at him,
n he feel so proud of it.


yea.
i noe ppl buying those is not a problem.
or else why there's it at the 1st place.
but i really think that,
those guys actually got to "face" to purchase.
i feel that these guys are shameless.


i rmb i saw a gurl flicking a pack of condoms.
thinking that wad was it about.
her father saw it,
n was smacking the gurl's finger,
drop his purchase,
n ducked off,
with shame all over him.


i think i will give myself i big laugh.
wat for getting so fust out of it.
haha.
my own opinion lars.
big laughs.


nowadays.
i hate to go back home through that "he zi pao" shop.
i mean.
will walk through string of shophouses wan la.
can see those "chicks" trying to promote their body.
they are ageing old women.
wad are they trying to do.
they try to make their figure, boobs n legs noticeable,
by trying to wear translucent clothings.
for god's sake,
tats gross.



man.
will aljunied be the next "sex place"
im wondering.
n hope
NO!




i love this piece!
"In The Winter Of 1730"
its an indian piece.
but its really darm nice to play.
hahaaaas.
abit like dakota.
heeees.


mr ng's new tatics for improvement in playing instruments is really good.
breathe n tongue displacement.
hmm.
they really works.
they to hint his advice.
we will really play well.


wad a lovely day today.
for rmbing the 2pid auntie hair of mine.
thats the past man.
HAHA

went out wif shiyin n aunt.
heees.
such amusement.
bought a real long skirt.
hahaaas.
its darm cheapo lar.
sale mahx.
diaos.


had pepper beef.
aunt's delicious treat.
XIE XIE!
hahaaas.


think im getting sick,
AGAIN.
im i getting some of those bird flu?
nah.


dye my hair.
hahaaaas.
all thx to my aunt.
she felt uneasy wen she see my white hair.
n she tot of dye!
it was shiyin's idea well.
chestnut colour.
darm nice colour.
it shows the natural tone.
sweet.



well.
had a really fruitful talk wif my aunt.
learn some stuffs too lars.
=)))



in conculsion.
i got a really nice aunt!
bravo!!
XDDD

juz something funny to blog on.
few mins ago,
something really funny happened in my rm.
hahahaaaas.

*mi,bro n shihan is chatting about chung cheng nerds*

shihan: chung cheng students are so nerds lo.

*she held on her drinking bottle n was about to drink it...*

bro: BU YAO!!!

mi & han: !!!

hahahaaaas.
then all of us starting laffing our head off.
so diaos lor.
mi n her tot that my bro is stopping her frm drinking her bottle.
LOL!!!
he's juz saying that chung cheng students not nerds la.
wad a big HA!

hahahaas.
STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN!!!
i finish watching the whole show today!!!
darm nice lor.
hahahaaaas.


now shihan is at my place.
hahaas.
she staying overnight too.
coz she asking my bro AMaths ma.
so guai hor.
lol.


not much anyway.
mi lvl 44 le.
yea yea!!!
XDDDDD


hahahaaas.
now tricking rachel-jie using shihan's msn.
wwwoooohhhhooooooo.
FUN!

weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
holidays lessons are finally
over over OVER!!!!
woohooo!
that counts for a lil relaxation right??
hahahaaas.
of cuz!!!



well.
last day of lesson huh.
i got a detention frm mrs lee.
well well.
i 4gotten to brg my SS books ytd.
and i got my punishment.
to stand outside the HOD rm for haf an hr.
lol.
she dun even check one lor.
she juz say,
"u stand haf an hr ok le come n tell mi"
-_-lll
hahaaaaaas.
that was "fun" actually.





i want to thx min,hua,cher n jess.
for being my darlings to wait for mi.
hahaaas.
pei wo yi qi shou ku.
even ms khoo say so.
hahhaaaaaas.
thx u guys alot.



after that once in my whole sec sch life detention,
we went parkway.
*drools*
its so pretty now.
its been a long long time since i shop there.
we went burger king to have our lunch.
saw St. Patrick band members.
hahahaaas.
kind of shocking well.




after lunch,
we went to some shops n loiter inside for like freaking long.
hahahaaaaas.
went inside the cold storage i think.
n walk round n round.
looking at things n laming around.
so fun!
lol.



hahahaaas.
i got a really pervetive method to defense myself frm waimin.
hahahaaaas.
i do it ot her.
she kind of shocked la.
n she do to mi too
OUCH!
lol.
we had fun.
lotsa fun.
woohooo!!!!
thx u guys alot man.
feel so fun n relaxed wif all of u.
yea hey!!!!
we will catch HARRYPOTTER TOGETHER!!!
HAHAAAAS.
BOOK BOOK BOOK!!!



marmie was so engrossed to stairway to heaven!!
hahaaaaas.
the moment she gt the CD frm her fren's fren,
she started watching it.
now its the 4th CD le.
she was like saying,
"i feel so engrossed to it, this show make mi so anxious to watch even further!!".
hahahaaaaas.
ITS DARM NICE OKAY!!!
HAHAHAHAAAAS.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD








imimmersed.
thoselaughtersnthosetimes.
imsoaringjuzlikehuim.
feelsorelaxunderurhands.
aishiteru.

oh man.
i 4got to post the best part of the movie.
there's one looking decent, early-40s guy,
during a funi part of the show,
he was laffing the hell out of himself,
that made mi n kleo or in fact EVERYONE,
laff like hell man.
but i think.
mi n her juz continue laffing.
for like.
minutes??
he's really funny.
oh man.
had a great time.



heard frm pearlyn.
19 ppl turn up for band today!!
its so....
O.O
oh goodness.



im waiting for my medi to take its effect.
make mi spin.
n i'll slp.
yea.
-_-

love literature movie trip.
hahaaaas.
watch pride and prejudice.
yup yup.
its nice.
rmb to catch it in 8 dec.
hahaaas.


after tat went home wif kleo.
there's a sickco man behind her.
wun go into detail.
ha ha.


ytd.
i juz drop myself dead.
on the floor.
so darm restless after band.
plus my medi too.
make mi so drowny.
i even slept in POA.
10 mins la.
hahahaaaas.
sorry mr ha.



wana go beach lehx.
east coast.
n play n play n play.
really darm sian these few days.
i dun really face myself in da computer playing maple all day is really that fun.
so tiring can.
diaos.
i wan go out lars.
n study or wadeva la.
i dun wan to stay at home.
i will rot can.



even if i wan to go to east coast.
will the sky stop rainning??
-_-

went out wif my mum n sherlyn.
she darm noisy lor.
piss my day off.

went fortunate restaurant to eat.
its expensive.
siew mai is like 3 buck, only 3 in a plate.
prawn dumplings too.
we ordered 4 different kinds plus a drink.
total amt is like 16 bucks.
-_-


well.
then went round shopping.
mum bought mi a top frm samuel n kelvin.
quite ok la.



i didnt go sch today.
feeling abit sick.
darm restless after band.
morning cant wake up.
i brought home a spare horn.
so that i no need to carry it home everytime.
very chi li lor.
my arm will break man.

oh right.
maple under maintaince again!
tell mi wad m i gona do during this period till 2245.
i bet they will extend the time slot.
always!!


sumtimesiwonderoutamongthecrowd.
tryingtothinkwhethermiseriousornt.

well.
ytd went out wif songying n waimin.
early celebration wif songying.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONGYING!!
HAHAAS.

we got tons of fun.
ate lunch at swensens.
the salad is darm nice kay.
im gona eat it 4ever wen i visit the swensens eva again!
hahaas.
then we proceed on to shopping again.
ok.
went towning again.
hahaaas.
n took neoprints!!
n dey really looked funi.
hhaas.


then.
we went to the new national library.
towards the drama center.
yup.
to watch a band performance.
hahaas.
its de Philharmonic Youth Winds!!
they really played so well ytd.
hahas.
we sat right in front okay!

hhaaaas.
i snap them sercetly.
i failed lor.
hahas.

see how they play.
hhaaas.
took them during rehersal.

look at the horns.
all guys.
no girls.
so depressing.
=(((

like as de 1st one.
its such a failure picture.
hahas.
wadeva.


hmm.
the 1st clarinet sqeak.
and the horns n trumpets failed to play on the same beat in one of the songs.
yup.
ok.
the solo saxophone.
for the song Jap. Graffiti 4.
he played darm pro can.
so jazzy!!
hahaas.




fun fun fun!

back frm aunt's place.
for hari raya celebration.
not really got alot of us went.
coz some need to go to work n school.

ytd went out wif waimin to heeren and cineleisure.
hunt for presents.
hmm.
think i can reveal sth here.
hahaaaas.
song arhx.
i bought for her a totoro.
i was so sad lor.
last time saw a totoro wif a banana leaf in that shop.
now no more.
n they are not bringing in goods anymore.
that is so darm nice lor.
u see.
its so fast selling that its no more.
but nvr.
there's one also kinda cute.
heheees.
hope she will like it.
XDDDD

liling's present.
waaaaaa.
hunt until i went crazy lor.
REAL CRAZY okay.
tot of buying her skirt.
n i went round trying again n again.
till....
im tired.
n asked waimin to try it on too.
ok.
its so difficult to choose.
its so short wen we tried it on.
then nvr buy.
hmm.
then in the end went 37 degrees there n found one really cool T-shirt.
hahahaas.
ok.
go back to mapling.
hhaaaas.
XDDDDDDDDDDDD

i saw the fuchun ppl too today.
hongshen frm the eupho de.
n isbrahim frm tenor saxo de.
hahaaas.
coz i at woodlands ma.
near their sch.
lol.

went to reborn my hair today.
one day earlier.
well.
i dun like my hair to be so darm straight.
but i still go for the reborning.
loose screw.
nuts.
nvm lars.
its still ok.
5th le.
wahahahaaaaaas.


neighhbour brought some of their snacks for us.
one thing to say.
their snacks were sssooooo swt n milky.
brrrrrrhhhhhxxxx.

hahaaas.
its nice.

welll.
back to mapling.
hahahaaaaas.
need to hunt 600 cursed dolls!!!
really fainting.
hahaaas.
lol.
blog later.















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