oh well.
sick STILL.
so nvr blog lor.
but feeling better now.
n real gona be well.





band ytd.
oh.
ok lor.
trying to cope wif those performing scores in hand.
manage bahx.
mr ng was in a hud mood.
n also there's a period of bad moods lor.
yar.
so it's still de same i guess.
hahas.



after band was self-sectional.
darren wanted it.
ok.
i admit i was slow LA.
coz they ready for sectional liao i still.....
busy wif my own things.
wadeva.
then practise n practise lor.





judith dad drove us to singapore post n eat.
thx thx!
then they stayed back to study.
mi n waimin went home.



yar.
im rushing.
to pei my cuzzin meet shaune.
she was a crazi one.



after that go meet my marmie.
she brought mi to sumwhr.
then my headache got better.
n now.
hmm.
still abit aching.
marmie say im stress.
yar yar!
i m stress.
but happieeee.
lolx.







-yar not going to bring mi dwn. i wun want to see ur mask again. n i think u will still put that mask. till yar get wad yar want. oh man. totally digusting. puh!

band.
err errr.
okok.
Mr lee conducts us.
tuned.
played thirds.
tonguing.
songs.
band started at 4.
then mr ng take over.




ignorance.
i can do it.
de word "invective" is the way u feel like voicing out to mi.
oh.
even gestures?
cool.

u got yar fulsome wishes.
do i care?
tats what u wan in life.
but tats not i wan pls.
trying to be nasty to mi?
dun bother.
haha.
to think i will fall into ur hands.
oh.
im not that toopid, mind you!
so wad if u got wad u wan?
u tink i will be as emotional as you?

im slowly recovering to my usual siao cha bo.
haaaas.
lalalas.




if yar happieeee.
keep yar happiness right deep dwn dwn dwn in yar hrt.
dun let it out.
dun ask y.
u will be thrill.
ppl will nvr noe.
yea yea!
-_-lll.


iszit it great to be thrilled?
hahas.



if u let de cat out bag.
no fun le.
hahas.


wadeva.
being lame dwn here.




free frm so many things.
if u were mi,
arent u happie n free!!??



wishes are not meant to be true.
but drms are not meant to be stop.

im getting wild.
when will be de next one???
tml?
forever that will be!!!


band.
owwww.
ok lar.
1st time record i guess.
i nvr played that horn of my for 2 hrs since band started.
heees.
was kind of fun.
yar yar.
tml also have.
heees.





thats all.
im so thrilled!-heees.






-its true. yea yea.
-oh man, she wish mi dead. but so sorry. im still alive. praise de lord.
shall all bitches n gigglos face de judgement day! -woohoo
that will be a real sorrow.

im still sick.
shld be on MC today.
i got 2 days rmb??
but i still report to see all my chers' face.
n all their comforting words soothens my hrt.
-_-lll.
they r juz asking about my health.
yea yea.
im still sick.
i need blood.
n thx to Mr ha for those interesting ideas.
y not i drink a cup of blood??
then my headache will be all gone??
wonderful idea iszit it??
hur??


MRS CHANG CAME BACK!!!
I LURBEE HER TO BITS MANX!!
im juz so happy.
she rush back to teach us.
last period.
recap on de sine n cosine rule.
n i knew it in a nick of time!
nt like de relief cher.
keep on beating about de bush.
make mi real sick.




band tml.
man.
can i play?
hope so.
thats all.
end.





my head is spinning.
gastric.



bye.

marmie.
im sick of pork livers.
pls.

my conditon some how got worse.
not enoff blood plus gastric. (wei suan)
thats y will coz headache.
doc gave mi 2 days MC.
maybe my condition go as bad as there's a need for mi to rest for 2days.
but i will go sch tml.
yupx.



doing SS report now.
yar.
must do a gud job.
the previous one was a failure.
so this time round.
we must score.
yea yea.






yar. this is taken during arts nite.





ytd was my chinese burfdae.
marmie bought a cake for mi.
but i cant eat.
but i ate a strawberry.
hehes.
marmie bought a blouse for mi.
blue.
white.
yar.
kind of errrrrr.
ok lar.
but i want my big big pencil case.
lol.




today is shihan's burfdae!!
happy burfdae cuzzin!!!!
hehes...




-to bobo n cha cha.
thx for all those great concerns that 2 of u exp had given mi. and thx song for being there for mi at all times. i sort of messed up hu is bobo n cha cha. sorry sorry hor. n i duno hu is hehe or haha. haaas. im really getting old. hahas. jud arhx. im always acting. for i noe my acts will brg joy to others. so thats da best thing for mi to do.

sick.
terribly sick.
all of a sudden.
man.
duno wad de hell happen to mi also.
feeling rather dwn n 2pid.
*bleahx*


band was okay.
but yet.
felt a sense of total failure in myself.
juz cant get things right.
sickco.



rather piss.
y shld i man.
or a gurlx like HER.
man man.
but god gave mi a special talent.
to lurbee my enemies.
its rather a painful thing lor.
shitty.
darm 2pid.



shld i skip all those performance i had in hand.
juz a word i wan to say.
sick.
im totally sick.
headache, gastric, chest pain.
tell mi wen i will get well.
wen i sick.
tell mi.

















-how much must i endure you my darling. u really make mi real piss n 2pid. my dear darling arhx. y must u do that to mi. making mi as if i say out the wrg thing. haish. u had indeed changed liao. make mi so dwn. =(((((. hate your character, behaviour n everything u do. making u a real BITCH u noe. hais. hu cares. i dun wan to care liao. is yar problem. even if u say i busybody. i will juz say. i care for u....





-wads more u wan frm mi. tell mi lars. u r always de one breaking mi dwn in pieces. y must u always do that. tell mi wad u wan. juz tell mi straight on the face. JUZ DO IT! N STOP BEATING ABOUT THE BUSH!!! SUX! now then i know y everyone hates YOU!!!!

catching some rest frm all those stressful assignments.
bore bore bore.
im dying.
stress n cope up wif sao many things.
wat to do!!!
haish.
i juz have to do them one by one.
but can i vent my "anger" out for a while.
hehex.



maths!!!!!
total maddness!!!
in class.
onli jiuyew, guohan n zaosheng was listerning.
i feel like telling mr heng.
"eh, u juz started a new topic ytd n today u are starting another one without asking us whether we understand wad u are toking. Also, we are not familiarize with those new topics in hand. wad for moving on to the next topic?"


will he listern?
dun think so.
cher is always right.
yea yea.


SS.
oh man.
project n presentation again.
without kleo.
haish.
she's flying off to demark ltr at 1am.
for 2 weeks!
girl guides thingy.



so tired these few days.
coz im so sick.
eating medi is causing mi to be ssssooooo drowsey n restless.
i cant concentrate on my studies.
i only want to sleep.
hahas.
then i had my afternoon naps.
till evening.
then do my hw.
but in the end.
i burnt hrs n hrs of midnight oil.
haish.
luckily im feeling all better now.
phew.
still in a very unstable state.
haish.
tml got band.
my horn.
im so cropped up to even practise my buzzing.
sorry sorry sorry.
pluz i doubt my marmie will let mi play.
coz im sick.
lol.




okok.
getting back to my work n stuffs.
bueeeeii!
XD






-he's in lurbeee.
-lalala.

hate maths lessons.
wen is mrs chang coming back!!
mrs lee went off u see.
nw nr heng.
gosh!
*faints*


he's ridiculous, unreasonable n simply irritating!
y must he be the one teaching us!!!


mr heng was like toking to benjamin i think.
then kaixiong was shouting:

kaixiong: sorry cher. i want to study.
mr heng: (ignored)
kaixiong: sorry cher. X4/5 times???
mr heng: shut up.
kaixiong: sorry cher.
mr heng: one more word frm u, out!
kaixiong: Eeeeeee.......
mr heng: OUT!

-_-lll


sickco.




i rather the cher teaching us ms tay.
deborah was like saying this,
"at times, its not the student fault for not listerning. is the cher that duno how to teach."
?-_-?


wadeva.
i guess i still can cope on my own.
yupx.




thur band then start.
whr's my horn hur hur?
haha.

waaaas.
super duper tired n restless.
juz finish arts nite concert!!!
overall is a sucess.
but mr lim say horn out of tune.
=((
nvm laar.
very happy lor.



gastric on n off.
haish.
lucky got hot water for mi to drink.
took photos wif song n jie.
our dressing rm was huge.
but it's right at the top.
-_-lll.



ytd nvr go sch.
coz of gastric n chest pain.
yar.
then i turn up for practise.
then ms johnson ask mi to go home.
haish.




hmm.
here ish da photos taken wif da dutch band.
wen they in our sch.
hehex.
FRYSK Fanfare Orchestra.
hehex.




the middle guy shuai ma???

Fugel horns..

At the back, tuba, french horns n saxophones...


HE PLAYED THE SOLO!!!! SUAI RITE HE!!!!

moving to da music....wahahahahas....

minglong giving them present....

hehe. i know im extra...haha. im not a eupho player...




thats all.
today da pics not wif mi.
my cam still at sum where la.
hahas.




ms johnson say treating us the whole band a treat.
YAE!!!




XD

WAAAAA!!! MARK CAME BACK FOR ARTS NITE...
haish.
too bad i cant get to hear him.
*sob sob*
hmm.
Mr Ha was gud in his japanses flute.
hehe.


gastric again.
*pain*
haish.



not going ktv guys.
sorry about being a wet blanket.
sorry sorry.


hehe.
my "deariiieee" give mi one bag of mini toons sweet.
but i wan flowers.
waaaa!!!
haha.
nvm.
still got 2 more outdoor performance.
n one indoor.
3 performances in all!!!
waaaaaa!!!!



i think i beta stop.
my gastric is really going wild.
bueeeeii!!!

ya.
i feel like saying wad im thinking now.
but to hu?
the person i wan to tell doesnt seems to care.
dou im part of her blood n flesh.
nah.
i doubt she cares.
then will start all those quarrels.
sian.



my dearrrieee lollipop.
i bought it on tues.
but i dun hav the time to eat.
lame rite.



haish.
chest pain today.
suddenly.
nvr play my horn.
sian sian sian.
darren qabir was like blasting.
-_-lll.
it totally far too loud guys.




hmm.
marmie say tml then go see doc.
then ask mi pon hafday in sch.
!!!!!
duno her.
she ask mi slp later.
see will feel better or not.




maths cher is always changing.
i mean relief cher.
mrs chang went on an operation.
then next week come back.
Mrs Lee go off liao.
she bought us tibits.
thx!
now to de last time de relief cher.
old old de.
Mr Heng.
that's de cher i used to hate coz he cant teach.



nvm.
i will try to cope.
i will i will.
i can i can!
hahas.
=D







-m i doing de right thing or im hurting myself through it???-_-

FINE! EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT! HAPPY?!!

mi?
hah. juz feeling darm pissed, frustrated, irritated n so on.
dealing wif unreasonable fuckers.
irritating n sucky ppl.
ok.
this post is gona be vulgar.
coz.
im darm pissed!


things are getting out of control.
getting stresser n stresser wif ppl around mi.
i mean it by another way.
like they juz being unreasonable.
picking on mi.
fucking yelling at mi like no body's business.
saying all sorts of fucking shouts.
they juz push all de blame to mi for not being a nice kid n yell n yell n la la la.
thinking that becoz im de youngest n i cant be in a low mood n i cant be pissed.
wth.
im a human also ma.
also got feelings wan ma.
then wth u ppl thinking.


shout n shout at mii.
wtf.



its nvr de same again.
nvr de same again.
it will nvr change.


i dun want it to happen.
but it juz happen.
bottled it up all in my hrt.
thats de thing i will do.
n.
i will be real quiet.
wen im alone.
i juz wan to be alone.


SHUT UP LA!

FRYSK FANFARE ORCHESTRA CAME TO OUR SCH TODAY!!!
after chapel,
mi, waimin n song was rushing dwn to our band rm to find them.
haaaaaaaaaas.
simply lurbee them to bits!!!


then later at 12.40.
the band members can be dismissed to watch the mini concert.
actually is only for de lower sec.
then in the end.
only upper sec band members can be excused frm lesson.
wahahahahahahaaaas.
sec4s cant.
but still see some lingering around.
hahas.




after their concert,
we help wif the clearing up.
took photos wif de conductor.
yupx yupx.
oh man!
that euphonium soloist!!
so darm handsome n talented!!!
n totally amazed!!!
took pic wif him too!!
hahas.
photos up next time.
coz not my camera ma.
my one still lost in taiwan.
duno wen will it come back.
sian.


Thats all folks! =D

haaaas. wah. song arhx. fancy posting about wad happen at bugis b4 going for the
FRYSK FANFARE ORCHESTRA concert. she arhx. wen we eating at de Mos burger there. she arhx. stuff fries in my mouth. wif chilli. 1st attemp was accurate. but then de 2nd n 3rd. ish a total failure. making my lips full of chilli. -_-lll. haiyo. haiz. lucky no pimples. or else i come n find u. hahas. but i was a real joke lar.

hmm. yar. we sort of help darren to shop for a back shirt. went shop around. then finally decided on a black billabong shirt. it was nice. after buying de shirt he go toilet n change n we go take neoprints lor. yupx. n off to mos burger n its whr my lips got stained. -_-lll.

meet rach n jon they all after that. n mr ng wore a very nice colour worx. striking baby blue!!!! wahahahas. oh man. i regreted not buying de FRYSK FANFARE's shirt!!!!!!!! oh man. my new idols!!!!! they simply rawks big time!!!!

today tution was at 10.
sleepy.
ng called mi at 11.
im having tution still lor.
then tell mi de KRYSK Fanfare Orchestra a member lost her bag.
inside got passport n money.
wah.
1st time come singapore like that.
give them a bad impression xia.
then one hr later.
he called again.
-_-lll.
then i tell him i got tution till 2.
say mi kasu.
-_-lll


tution was ok.
im fast.
muhaha.




finish scanning neoprints for song.
ok.
back to my work.

haha.
i got tons of things to say!!!
but lets recall on wad happen on fri bahx.
haha.

hmm.
fri.
mass PE was a TORTURE!!!!
i think we done 50 over pushups, 6< sets of jumping jacks, 30< crunches, 30 sit-ups on our own n 20 squat jumps!!!!!!!!!!
oh man!!!!
>o<

after sch.
went to eat at hookee pau again.
wif liyi, waimin, siewhua.
then liyi left 1st.
yupx yupx.
had a day.

then go home that time.
heard bing xiang's voice at the pri sch there.
oh man!
his voice is ssssssooooooo nice!!!
waaahhaaaaa!!!!!!


okok!
today!!!!
band practise again at 7.30am.
then our performance was spendid today!!!!!
cher they all say de!
then mr ha played his japanese flute.
n his future wife da pianist!!!
so darm gan ren.
waaaa!!!!

had 2 rehearsal runs.
yup yup.


hahs.
juz came back frm de FRYSK Fanfare Orchestra.
will post some pics next time perheps.
oh man!
they rawks 4ever!!!!
their intonation was gud.
n the quality of the sound is super duper nice!!!!!!
oh man!!!
i cant wait to see them in sch!!!
they are cuming to our sch!!!!!!!!
oh man oh man!!!
ssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!
XpPpPpPpPpPp!!!!!!!!


the concert ended at 09.55pm like tat.
so late lor.
went to take mrt.
wif rachel, judith, songying, darren n jianxiong.
hahas.
jianxiong slept in da mrt!!!!
standing up, folding his arms!!!!!
n he still can balance so well without falling!!
sssssoooooo darm funi lor.
then we tried to wake him up again n again.
using so many methods.
yet he still didn't wink at all!
sum more make all of us laff like siao lor!!!!!!
20mins.
all of us try to wake him up.
hahahahahahahahahha.
then wen song wan to alight liao.
then finally wake up.
hahas.
then he looks sleepy still lar.
hahahas.
he arhx.
darm pro kia lor.
piang!!!!
had a real fun day xia!
lucky darren say he brg him back home.
or else.
haish.
hahahaha

oh my goodness!
that NIE trainee science cher is a horn player!
last time frm TKSS de.
wa piang!
haaaaas.
Mr lee.
he look so much like sanjoy!!!
n its so darm funi!!!
haaaaas.
n like to shake n shake his leg.
-_-lll.
can hear him play xia.
waahaaas.

de fuchun ex hornist came today.
law fatt i think bahx.
yar.



PE was fun!
played softball.
my class da index no 22-26 go n help J3-1.
coz their class got 6 absent yar.
n we won!
score 4-2!
haaaaas.
sorry 3-4.
muhahahaha!
last week my class won.
4-5 bahx.
our score is so close.
heeees.

haaas. juz sth to add on abot ytd that happen i class laaaaas.
that kaixiong staple alvin tay's 50 dollar notes again.
poor alvin.
this is the 2nd time kaixiong staple his money i guess.
thats the pic below.
kaixiong staple it into a nexklace.
7 notes in all bahx.

-_-lll.



next part.
my class was so engrossed abot sth happen outside the window.
there is this van.
the main huge door at de back is not locked.
so we can see everything inside de van.

the lao di co uncle keep on bullying that small kid inside.
n was like playing wrestling bahx.
but wen that uncle started "playing" and "punching" de boy de birdy.
its darm real disgusting.
oh my god!!!!!!!!
de boy keep on struggling.
manx.
its a gmps boy.
i think.


ltr.
worst come next.
the uncle go over de boy.
n sort of sat on the boy the laps.
n starting punching de boy's birdy again.
the position is like having s.e.x.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
sickco manx.
then tell kaixiong.
he shouted dwn "OI!".
the uncle look up n stared.
haaaas.
n he stopped lar.
haaaaas.
we are the little boy's saviour hor.
hahahahahas.





today in class.
super duper tired.
haish.
maths was a total bore.
i study on my own dwn there.
she sux lor.
she blames mi for not listerning n all sorts.
hey!
we really duno wtf she fucking dwn there.
she is like toking to his husband lor.
plz!!!!!!!



that sc cher.
simply siao!!!
there's a trainee cher.
guy de.
she is totally cant tahan lor.
today in class.
she was like suddenly so gentle.
n less fierce.
n was like an angel.
her tokings were super fast.
n flipping her haor here n there.
n do alot of disgusting thing.
puhx!
then after recess de period.
dat guy cher nvr come.
she started shouting.
like nobody's business.
wth.
so er xin!
XO.




that trainee cher is like so blur.
keep on staring at things like retared.
er.
duno lor.



darren juz called.
tml got a horn cher cuming.
wa!
haaaas.
-_-lll.



after that new southwales test.
mi waimin n siewhua went to tat hokee pau n eat.
muhahaha.
that chilli sauce.
simply delicious!!!!
i think i ate alot lar.
muhahahaha!!!!
heees.

today de chapel so funi.
da pastor is so cute n funny.
sssssoooo funi lor.
its about dating.
i dun seems to care about it.
im juz all minded thinking about other things that are cropping in my mind.
n at the song "Potter's Hands".
siewhua say that im crying.
yaya.
truth lar.
but now over le.
im happy happi n happy.
haaaas.
XD

iszit he charming?? <33

juz finish tution.
now still at shiyin's place.

tution was ok lars.
cher say got improvement lors.
=D
*glad*
heeees.

tml 7.30am need to reach sch le.
dou its youth day.
performers for da arts nite have to go tml.
got full dress rehearsal.
haish.
hope that da weather not that hot lars.
ltr heat stroke.
heeees.

hmm.
haaaas.
its been quite a while since i actually blog.
so packed wif my tons of hw.
n band bahx.
n my PW.
n shiyin de competition thing.
sort of.
plus i absent on wed.
then jialat lor.
haish.
finally i can play my maple.
so happy.
haaaas.





thurs band was.
abit jialat lar.
coz qabir n yuchun sick.
then darren got remedial lor.
later then cum.
we played scales, "March Together".
then "When You Believe".
then 1st bar i errrrr screw up.
but then ltr ok le.
phew.
think mr ng fuming inside ba.
-_-lll.
thurs was kind of bored lor.
haish.

fri.
got back results.
errrr.
quite bad lor.
results darm jialat.
haaaaas.
aunt praise mi for being creative!
coz she had seen wad i help shiyin de competition thing.
heeees.
that thing cheer me up actually.
hmm.
band started at 4.
end kind of late lor.
6 plus ba.
hmm.

hate it wen band ended late.
the bus is so darm packed.
darm crowded.
sian haf way.
hmm.
then was toking wif darren n jianxiong lor.
then at kallang mrt there.
i darm angry wif a man.
old old de.
or i shld say he's a lao ti ko.
sux.
i wun say here de la.
so paiseh.
but then darren n jianxiong nvr see la i think.
so phew lor.
or else i duno where to hide.
haish.


help judith carry her saxophones back home.
yupx.



today.
heeeees.
went out wif my darling choo n dearie min.
heees.
but my deardear song nvr go.
so sad lor.
we go PS to watch movie.
"Initial D".
Jay was sssssssooooooo cool n ccccuuuuttttteeeee.
haaas.
i almost drool!!!!
n edison!!!!
muhahaha.
jay look so super retared wen he was in love.
blur blur de.
sssssssoooooo cuttee!!!!
but de ending was kind of sad lar.
coz her gf lied to him that she is going back to her hometwn.
but then actually is her marmie de bf lor.
go hotel n laaaaas lor.
then jay de fren noe ma.
tell jay.
haish.
in the end jay go n find out himself.
sad lor.
the ending is he go n be a car racer.
hmmm.
heees.


ok.
i really miss maple.
haaaaaas.
gtg n play.
but 1st.
i gtg n check my mail n frenster.
heees.
=DDDDDD.