hmm....now at the libray....hmm...my PC still haven repair...so sad rite....haiz....think i juz have to wait for another one week...haiz...sad...sad.... hmm.....today go take prize....darren...marilyn...kah sin there...hmm....hahaz....they won the chinese book review thingy....yupx....gdgd lor....hahaz....
i totally freak off wen im presenting my speech.....so paiseh....im shivering.....exp my hands....hahaz....darn paiseh...then later got chinese spelling i 4got sum of the words...haiz....die le lorz....siah....
i 2day go craxy in class....hahaz....got acting....hahaz....fun fun....hahaz...
later after school....go Faith3-3 4 the band meeting...hahaz...hmm....ROD stuffs....very de lame....hahaz....wadeva....
hmm....last friday.....went band room....go check whether instruments got spoil or not....hahaz....get to play a very funi flute....hahaz......so funi....hahaz...i think is those old old kind the ba....hahaz....
hmm...after that mi n rachel went bugis whereas darren...jianxiong....joyce chng n shikin went mac......hmmm.....hahaz....mi n rachel went to buy darren n shikin birthday present....their birthday on the same month....hmm....later mi n jiejie went to take neoprint....so funi....=p..so hapi...get to take neoprint wif jiejie.....hehex......
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hahaz...mi now at waimin's hse...hehex....got back my photos....
walau....ask that bloodly idiot john to go n die lar.....walau play ball in class then kana my head....make mi hav to eat panadol....go n die la....toopit.....
[hate her.hate her.hate her.hate her]
[very.angry]
[cut.myself]

hahaz....now at library wif jiejie(siewhua)...hahahz....my com spoil....tats y....
hmm....today got take prize...hahaz...so piaseh...lame...haiz...next week taking again....so lame....my face duno where to put....:@
yea!!!no band 4 a month....muhahahahahahahz.....no need to c the pig's face....hahaahahahahahahahaah......last saturday band very funi...hahax....i 4get wat happen le.....hmm....kind of stress n pec these few weeks...end-of the year exams cuming lorz....so scared....hmm...
my jiejie(rachel) today got SS test......tml got bio test...then wednesday got history test....so kelian rite....haiz...so worried 4 her...hmm....=<
[w.O.r.R.i.E.d]
[h.A.p.I]

hmmm....went band yesterday....hehex...very fun....i get to play marliyn's trombone....hahaz.....den i own joyce chng 30 push-ups...(give u on fri la)...hahaz....shikin ask mi to let 'yu chun' try horn...hehe....coz mr ng maybe on fri wan her to play ma...so ask mi teach her a little 1st lorz....i pass qabir's old horn to her....coz she wans tat wan ma...i let her choose two horns u c....hahz....she hor...waaa!!!...can play high notes....den the lower notes she cannot reach....hahaz...potential 1st horn player xia....hehex....wadeva....
today word power darm difficult....super difficult lorz...but manage to answer...nvm la....can le la....hahaz....=p....

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!....im going crazy!!!! cannot believe i cant solve tat bloody maths question xia!!aahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!.....later go try again....i almost throw my book on the floor....:@
hahahz....during the hoildays my mum no need to take care of my little cousin coz my auntie's sister came to singapore....so my house is very quiet....waa....very gd lorz....got a peace n quiet place to study....but hor wen today she cum....very the chaos xia....i study have way she cum n disturb....den make mi now no mood to study....haiz....so bad rite....now i think she sleep le...i finally got my peace back....hehex....=p

today flag day...hmm....mi siewhua n waimin went somerset...coz we think that there should got alot of ppl....but is like got ppl no use lorz....they dun wana donate lorz...haiz...then we walk all the way to orchard....very pec....then go city hall there.....raffles place around there.....hmm....ok ok lorz....we went out the city hall station...quite good lar...most ppl very de generous lorz...like give $1 like tat...ha ha...the funniest thing is tat...got one driver stop him car to donate to mi lolx...got 3 of them like tat....very good xia...hmm....
donate haf way got alot of funi things happen....den ha ha saw my cousin xia...she help mi donate...hahaz....i almost dun recognize her....she changed so much xia..=p.....
later never go eat lunch then straight go band....greet ng then go sit down...he 2day good mood...phew!...i thought he will like bad mood coz he wear our the band the black black shirt.....hmm...ok lorz....bur later got flare up abit larz....band sounds good today....hmm....if always like tat jiu hao....
P.Sjoyce yin wana quit band...='(...she practice so hard...nw she wana quit...
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[c.O.n.F.u.S.e.D]
[s.T.r.E.s.S]

hmm.....hahaz......phew!....lucky mr ng today good mood xia.....hmm.....den band ok lorz today but mr ng not reali hapi wif the sound....den clarinet onli got 3 cum...haiz....we got a new piece...'The Staint And The City'...hmm...cool piece.....waa.....1st horn the part very nice lorz!!!!!!.....haiz...but i onli today play....hehex...nvm...heard that that may be the competition piece....hmm.....gd song...very funi too!!! enjoy playing alot xia!!!....=p
later mr ng let us watch sum videos lorz...bands frm japan ba if mi not wrong....then horns play till very the impressive...hahaz.....then got one part the starting got saxophone solo xia...play till very erhmm....hahaahhahahz!!!!
hmm....after band went out wif songying judith liyi n waimin....we went swensen and eat....hmm....nice nice.....hahaz....ok lar....they keep on complaining that i very quiet....*bsh*....hahaz....i think so also lar....coz mi not reali feel like going out u c....but like i everytime study study study later i go crazy...hahaz....but later after we take neoprint i went home....coz i wana study....hahaz....k la k la.....hahaz....dun tok abot studies....
hmm....tml got flag day....haiz...go band late again....very wait hor....nvm....
waa!!! so late le....my dear brother still not home yet....play basketball until duno how to go home....haiz....make mi have to wait 4 him....so angry!!! i tml still have to wake up early the lorz....nvm....
[h.A.p.P.y]

hmm....went to take score frm darren....hmm...hahaz....wait frm my hair wet to dry....hahz....nth to do go there early lorz...i 10 mins early...den wait 4 him till 10.14am....24 mins in all....hahz....cool huh.....
the moment i reach home....i try how to play....ok ok lorz....can play....later practise again...den i think can make it la....i must have confident in myself....but still hor very scared....mr ng wana hear 100%...die die....people.....juz c how i die tml ba!!!....haiz....

haiz...today went swee lee wif shikin...i carry my bloody horn also....den hor very wat lorz....reach there they sae the instruments not done yet.....waa.....waste our time xia....then mt leg ankle there bled....*ouch*....coz got blister.....very pain....but have to bear the pain...
later we went to the nearby market....shikin wana eat her breakfast....den like eat haf way then suddenly met mr ng!!!!he sae he frm afar saw us they cum n greet us lorz.....very shocking xia!!! then mr ng ask mi y i never eat then he sae he treat mi la....hahaz.....dun wan....=p
den later mr ng drove us back to sch.....today band ok.....the brass n percussion got break at 11.40am like tat to 12pm.....go eat lunch....but sum of us never...we practise.....hehex...
after band....stock-take.....very boring....then later after tat teach joyce yin how to play her trumpet again...hmm....got a bit improvement....good jod galz!!!:)
[m.I.s.S.i.N.g.H.e.R]
[s.A.D]

hmm....today got english remedial....ok ok lorz....very de boring.....haiz....true true.....den i was smsing rachel....hahaz....very bad hor...den i 4get to put silent then my phone ring lorz...so paiseh....mr chin heard it but he sae nvm....hahaz....
later at abot 12pm like tat.....jasmine koh came to my class to ask 4 mi......hahaz....then we went to look 4 li xuan, jie ying n joyce yin.....hmm.....then we went faith 3-3 classrm n practise.....haha.....we went in through the window xia....cool huh....hahaz.....den later mi n joyce went to other classrm n practise coz her trumpet very de loud ma.....then i teach her how to play the march together ross roy n so eva....hmmm.....this galz indeed improve a lot xia.....hapi 4 her....hehex.....
later mi n joyce yin go home 1st....i wonder they still in sch or not....hmm......

hmm....today go n take prize...at the singapore press holdings....songying n waimin pei mi go also....reach sch le den pass my horn to deborah...ask her take care...den we went to the foyer to wait 4 that mr tan....he late by 15 minutes lorz...haiz...wait 4 him till we went siao lorz....haiz....
songying n waimin sabo mi go to the front passenger seat....walau....the car vry de puke lorz....leather smell very the bloddly strong...breathe too much u can die de lorz....we chatted quite alot in the car...ok ok larz...
reach dere....take photo...*bsh*....feel so like an idiot....keep on taking photo....*bsh*....*bsh*....haiz....later went round the place wif mr tan.....go n find my one n take a picture wif it....ok ok larz...den go n register....blah blah.....to juz seated larz.....got video cameras n photograhers around the place......den wait 4 the VIP to cum....yea....waite dtill like crazy.....very the boring lorz....haiz...wait till 11.30am then he cum....Later the Mr Rodin Ho....tok.....den followed by the Dr Viven Ba**********-->sori...4get the name.....he's an indian ba...then b4 he end his speech he spoke in chinese....cool xia....den we watch a short videos.....abot our projects.....den after that is the prize presentation....i feel so 2pit...hahaz....later after everything still have to take photo.....everyone of us larz.....hahaz....den the organizer keep asking us to smile.....coz our the photo will be on the zao bao the next day...hahaz....waa....den wat we will be on the news tonite at 10pm on channel U.....hahaz.....later go n c....duno whether iszit true or not....surely not true the la....everytime they will onli pub. the 1st award students de.....i onli get 3rd ma....so is...confirmed no de....
hmm.....got alot of students from good schools won the prize....like Chung Cheng High(Main)...St. Nic(alot xia)....Raffles Girls....etc....yea....
hmm....after that tat mr tan ask mi to take a photo wif the VIP(Dr Viven)...sae wat very nan de.....ok ok fine....go take lorz....
hmm...after tat....go band.....mr ng the mood siao siao de.....sumtimes hapi...sumtimes angry....duno wat he thinking....fine....band quite ok.....end early coz mr ng have to go ACS(Barker) dere to practise coz later his SWS is performing dere at 7.30pm....sum of us got go....i never....sianz ma....
after band....i teach joyce how to play her trumpet.....den i practise my horn too....hmmm....den i went to play joyce de trumpet....play until so shuang...Muhahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaax....!!!!!!!.......hehex.....so hapi.....we practise frm 4.30 like tat till 6.45pm!!!!hehez.....we practise 4 another 2hr plus xia....we so guai rite....hehe.....we planning to go practise again next monday.....frm 12pm onwards.....yea yea....we very hardworking rite....hahaz....aiya....we wana play well ma....haiz....SYF cuming le....haave to buck up...den we wan to plat Noah's Ark 4 our competition piece ma.....so we have to ganpateh!!!!JIA YOU!!!!!.....

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i cant take the stress anymore!!!!.....ahhhh!!!!zhong lao shi is going crazy!!!!siao lorz....ask out class to complete 1 compo....1 letter-writing....one compo corrections by tml!!!!siao huh......we still got home econs project to do....den got maths!!!!wakau!!!!all the teachers is like pushing us until like tat!!!!aaaahhhhh!!!!!tml still got band....have to go read score!!!!!aaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!walau....i feel like jumping down lorz......
wen school reopens still got tests to face....aaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!god.....why have u make mi in this way.....suddenly i got so much....so much thinks to face....i reali not ready...not at all....lord...can u plz help mi.....plz....
ok...t0k abot sumthing happy.....today mr tan give mi the consent form....coz mi saturday got to go to the newspaper press holdings there take prize....songying n waimin will pei mi go....mr tan will drive us there....i wonder how everything will be like....we r given the schedule....yup....kind of excited....but no reali in the mood....haiz...sianz....haiz....after tat still have to rush 4 band.....hmm.....den the mr tan sae wat i have to give 50% of the money to the school!!! walau!!!! so 2-pit lorz....i rather give the prize money to the band lorz....agree rite....okok...i no time....i gona do project le....buaiz...
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[duno.how.2.face.life]
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P.S.song ying ahh,take care hor...very worried 4 your condition now....take care hor.....drink more water!!!!...=p

hmm....now listerning to Fate of the gods.......today my mum birthday.....she like the present i gave her.....so glad so glad...i scared she dun like......last nite fever.....now better....okok le.....later duno go where celebrate my mum's birthday.....hmmm....... duno lorx......very sianz......duno wat to do so cum online lorx......i think i beta go.....haven eat breakfast....gtg bye....

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