ok. im freaking piss! wif? the sec 1 clarinet. hey. she simply thinks that she's sssssooooooo big or sumthing or her band like tat. wah! to be mean..she can play meh? she's making mi n joyce so fed up wif her lor. ok. here goes. she sae she n her fren dun hav a clarinet. then i went to the clarniet section de cupboard n start searching. ok. i finally found one. i try it n i give it to her. ok. den she dwn dere complaining.
"this instrument clean one or not?"
"sure can play or not?"
"i dun wan this instrument leh"
"so old"
fine. then i ask her to use that clarinet coz we dun have liao. n she was like using it a while then after that she start to keep the clarinet.
mi*" y u keep?"
she*" dis clarinet so lousy"
mi*" then wad u wan? we dun have any more clarinet for u to use liao lor? nvm. u give it to your fren."

then her fren start setting it up n play. n i duno wad the hell she tell her fren n in the end she keep the clarinet again.

mi*" oei, y u keep?"
she*" aiya, too lousy liao."
mi*" we dun have any more instrument for u liao lor. one of u have to take lor."
she*"..."

i dun even wana care about her. she keep on like, think tat she very pro like tat. wah! hahaz. i laff xia. sec1s reali so pampered xia. abit not happy wif this n that. n in the end, ish not they get scolding lor. ish the seniors!

i went sweelee again. ok. wen i wan to go home that time, im all drenched by the 2pit rain. wif liyi. n we went for band. all wet. hahaz. ms johnson ask mi n liyi to go band rm n look for dry clothes to wear. lol

mr ng bad mood. or i shld sae, ish an another round of his mood swing?? hahaz. fine. hu cares manx. tml going out. maybe looking out for pressi 4 my frens or else later no time. syf cuming in 11 days time!!! so stress up xia!




cant wait to go to SWS band rm for practice!!!! XP










Xx.tMl iSh dE dAy.xX

mr nonami ish cuming to our band again!!! this cuming sat if im not wrg. hmm. duno wad he will tell us. gud? bad? ready or not ready for SYF? hu noes. hmm. sat got band frm 7.30am to duno wad time. so early lor. ng sae he wana warm us up. coz our competition start at 8am. la la la. so must prac. hmm. mr nonami will cum at 9-11am on sat.
2 weeks more! 14 days more! SYF stress xia! busy busy busy!

wah. frm the moment i wake up, i have been studying like siao. the go tution at 3pm till 6 pluz. early dismissal. coz i guai. hahaz. wadeva. hmm. then after my dinner. i do my hw again till now. hahaz. duno y i today so guai. maybe i sick ba. i scared i tml wen i wake up i sick. its always happening to mi. i dun wan lor. haiz. i hope i can recover by tml. haiz. plz plz.
hmm. listerning to persis now. i have to lor. coz they sae after syf mr ng wana play that piece. haiz. duno lar. hehex.XP
tml got band. yay! hahaz. dis few days reali miss band alot lor. like crazy. hmm. they sae ytd mr ng got go for the concert. hmm. duno lor. coz usually he will cum n find us de. but now like dun have lor. funi xia.

weeee!!!! so fun lor!!!! went concert!! "The Magic Horn by Canadian Brass". hehex. got 1 horn, 2 trumpet/piccolo trumpet, 1 tuba n 1 trombone. hmm. they suprised us. coz its like wen the dun appear on the stage like wad other performers did. they turn out to be appearing frm the entrance wen we go in n start to walk in n play at the same time. hahaz. so funi. so pro. hahaz. XP
all of them were sum sort humorous. esp the tuba guy if im not wrg. he sounded like the russell peters!! muhahahahahahz.
-first piece ish "Toccata"-Girolarno Frescobaldi arr by Mills.
-second piece ish "Canzona"-Giovanni Gabrielli arr by serry.
-third piece ish "Rondo from Quintet for Horn & Strings, K407"-Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart arr by Mills
-forth piece ish "Concerto in G major for piccolo trumpet;Bach"(Allegro, Largo Cantabile, Allegro)-Antonio Vivaldi arr by Mills
-fifth piece is "Santa Barbara Sonata"( Cakewalk on a tight Rope, Preacher on the Pier, Magic Horn tango, State Street Stomp)-Bramwell Tovey
-sixth piece ish "Looin' Good, but Feelin' Bad, Loungin' at the Waldorff, Handful of Keys"-Fats Waller. arr Hebderson
hehex. then later ish 20mins Intermisson. okok. i shall sae sumthing here. =P
hmm. i like the Bach thingy. Piccolo trupmet solo lehx. the sound ish nice. chirpy n cheerful. punker up my day alot. hehex. hmm. i nvr seen it b4. im happy tat can see it here. XP. hmm. the horn solos is so stong. hahaz. yar. let mi tell u guys one of the jokes the tuba guy sae,
tuba: " next u will hear Charles play a piccolo trumpet......etc"," its a difficult..."," starting ish like winter...then later wen his face getting red is summer....n later wen his face getting redder...its auturm.... oh...next ish fall...its not a gud sign...u will see his face getting purple...." hhaaz...lol. wadeva xia. this ish wan of his crappy craps. but ish kind of funi ne way. LOL
i like the part on the magic horn tango...horn solo at first. wee!!! so fun xia...hahaz...
ok. after intermission. these are the songs....
-"Penny Lane"-John Lennon& Paul McCartney arr by Christopher Dedrick
-"Adagio in G minor"- Tomaso Albinoni arr by Mills
-"Tres Tangos, Contrabajeando, Oblivion, Libertango"- Astor Piazzolla arr by Josef Burgstaller
-"Highlights from Carmen: Prelude, Habanera, Interlude, Seguidilla, Toreadors' Song"- Georges Bizet arr Mills.
after the intermisson is getting so fun n cheeky. the b4 the tuba guy play his solo, he pose himself b4 starting. so funi. i luv the highlights frm carmen alotx!!!!! XP they perform the skit out n play at the same times. luv song. hahaz. the 2 trumpets actted as women. horn as a guy, tuba guy as the buffalo n the trombone guy whole up a red cloth. XP
hmm. the solo played by the Charles-> trumpet guy is so darm well. i duno wad he's doing wif his trumpet n his mute. he play solo ma. den he cup the mute in n out n rattle alot. but the overall effect was gud! so pro lor. hu can do it manx. hahaz. he sure do practice alot. hehex.
waa!! i still wana go again lehx. i simply jux enjoy alot!!! their playing ish sssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooo strong!!!! pro!!!!
Eugene Watts-> my next idol xia. hahaz. the hornist. hehex. XP

my gor is such a bad a bad boi. nvr got lessons den cher mail him. hahahz. notti xia. i ask my gor y. den he sae coz every thursday he dun bother to go sch coz all the lectures end at 3plus. den sae very late, he dun wan to go. den his maths cher the lesson everytime fall on tat day, so he sae she suei lor. very wad rite my gor. den the cher tot my gor dun wan to continue at tp coz the JC 3-month trial over liao ma. den she tot my gor dun wan stay at tp tats y she pong her lesson. hahaz. y the cher so straight one. hahaz. aiya. over all ish my brother's fault. juz wait till my mum noes. hahaz. aiya. my gor in my marmie's eyes very precious de. duno wat she will do xia. hahaz.

ok. went out wif songying n judith. hmm. then yar. walk around looking for liyi's pressi n then took neoprints. la la la. den we went to citylink dere. deli there n eat. haix. i onli order the fruit tart thingy. no appettite xia. ssssssoooooooo sick. thats y.
den i rush to plaza singapura to meet my ex. yar.
ok. after 1 yr. he still wana mi to stead wif him. *suck*
frm this moment of time. i hav learn a fruitful lesson frm god. i wun sae much abot wad happen n there's nth reali bad happen to mi. im still a pure single siao galz.=P
reali i did learn alot todae. n thats wad god had planned for mi. im thankful for his plan. *yay*
i have learn alot as a student wad should i do. n wad should i be doing n etc. haiz. n i get to noe myself even more.
im a person that duno wad is pain till after wen i taste it and then start 2 regret over it. but then i will learn sth out of it. yupx yupx. ok. i hav learn my lesson now. n im happy! XP
yar. all that happen is that he's trying to hold my hand ask mi to giv him a chance. la la la. n for the whole time wif him i gav him a bittergourd face to tell him that im pissed off. we chatted. then la la la. yar. but then after around haf an hr i lie to him i gtg go home. i had enoff liao lor. reali. den yupx. over le lor. i hack him. *bleach*





sianz. next time go ps will have bad memories. but then wen there's god around, he will help mi like wad he had done today!


thx you lord.
n u also.







"it should be a good time to talk over some important issues with someone special this weekend."-> ish this wad god ask mi to do?
if yes, i think i hav done it.

im ssssssssssssssooooooooooooooo sick!!!! waaaaaaaaaa!!!!...X(
today singaparation. our two beloved principal n vice principal lead. hahaz. this week ish good news week ma. that y. easter sunday. tml gud friday. hmm.*sneeze*
today chapel was so meaningful. ish like wen i step inside the GMPS auditorium that time. im thinking "eh..i tot hav to sing praises blah blah blah or sth?" "hmm..do this ppl now wad they are doing?" "ms lim n mr lim allow this things meh?". i keep on thinking abot it. ish like the peekx out they are performing a skit abot love stuffs, and so on n so for. yupx. so its kind of werid lor. hmm. but then the skit ish reali nice. hehex.XP n the skit ish based on a true story. by the gal up dere singing. yupx. her singing was so darm powerful. so nice. hahaz. they sang skater boy, a thousand miles. y dont the two of us, the reason!!!,perfect!!!! n quite a number of love songs la. they still got sing the song col->"loved songs". its about jesus for that song. hmm. yar. the galx almost cried on the stage wen she told us her love story. yar. but then she's brave that she shared it wif us lor. n she told us how god helped her along. the power of god. n alot of things lor.learn alot of things. yar. reali. then like quite sad for her also. den sort of shed sum tears. hahaz. duno y i suddenly so emotional.hahaz.

haiz. im sick sia. mt flu very serious liao. nadia arhx. u arhx. spread ur flu to mi xia. hahaz. nvm lar. i dun mind. hahaz. =). u dun do it on purpose the ma.

haiz. miss band sssssssssooooooooo much. i also duno y. hahaz. this saturday have to go for the canadian brass concert. wah! ms johnson make it compulsary for all the brass members to go lor. duno y also. haiz. dun feel like going. sick. im ssssssooooo sick! *choo!*. oh my! haiz. dis year like keep on going esplanade for concerts lar, masterclass,etc. hmm. n mr ng's concert. haiz. he sae his band is having a concert in the june hoildays. yay! im going. hahaz. XP




sssssssssssssooooooooooooooooo sick!!!!! sick!!!! +X.
i wan my marmie....hahaz....LOL















Xx.nEeD sUm sOuL-sEaRcHiNg.xX
Xx.lOrd, hElP mI.xX

Weeeee! went for horn masterclass juz now! juz came back home. hmm. ssssooooo tired lor.
today got geo field trip. i bought the peppermint cystals hahaz. the peeks gave us each free 2 packets of veggie xia! so funi lor. hahaz. hmm. after field trip, pia home n bathe den meet darren qabir, naida n her fren. but then in the end her fren cant go n im carrying an extra ticket all along xia. hahaz. that means i pay for the horn masterclass for $20. hahaz.
hmm. the class is okok lor. horn masterclass wif barry tuckwell. hmm. he nvr play todae. but then the students frm the yong siew toh conservatory play. we juz sit dwn dere n listern to them n see the Barry give comments lor.the thingy end at 7.30 n end exaltly at 9pm. hahaz. on the dot sum more. hahaz. rushing to where? hahaz. LOL.
the 1st guy, Xie Yelin played first. solo wif a pianoist. hmm. he play "Telemann: Horn Concerto in D Major, TWV51:D8". he frm china xia. hahaz. wan sum history lesson?? hahaaz. okok. i juz sae his so-called history here lar. he studied at the Shanghai Conservatory of Music, was the Principal Horn og the Youth Orchestra in the Shanghai Conservatory, 1st year student at the Yong Siew Toh Convervatory and studies wif han Chang Chou-> Principal Horn Player of the Singapore Symphony Orchestra.

hmm. his playings is good. i think he's trained under as a 1st horn or solo hornist lor. he can reached high notes n flutter so well. hmm. this solo piece he played is so difficult. have to tongue quite alot n u must move wif it. hmm. he got alot of potential. hahaz. wad the crap im toking dwn here xia. of coz he got potential lar. hahaz.XP. must move wif the music. be engrossed in it. n played ur feelings for the piece out. hmm. got to learn xia.

the 2nd guy. Akanok Khorcharoen. he's frm thailand xia. hmm. the piece he played is much more easier then the 1st one. the notes are lower n sum are much much more lower. hmm. nice xia. XP. The piece he played is "Haydn: Horn Concerto No.2 in D major, Hob.Vlld/4". he was Principal Horn with the Thai Youth Orchestra in 1999 and the Kasetsart University Wind Symphony from 2000-2002, was a member of the Bangkok Symphony Orchestra. His scholarship at the Yong Siew Toh Conservatory is sponsored by singtel. hmm. clever guy xia. hahaz.

his playing. is not reali tat good. 1st wan beta then him. the way he shape the sound not so gud. but then he can play the arpeggios. low low notes. hehex. hmm. wen we play solo that time, wen u wan to brg a note that ish so high to so darm low, wen we gona finish that time, we pause for a while then we cotinue the low note. its much more easier to play n its nice. but then not like u rush frm the high note to the low wan n screw up lor. hmm. must rmb.

the 3rd one, which is the last one for the day is Li Tao. got two more add him together wif the performance, Violin: Xu Jueyi n Piano: Liu Jia. they played the piece called "Brahms: trio for Horns, Violin & Piano in E-flat Major,OP.40". that Li Tao->french horn de, he born in Shan Xi(1984), China also. he studied at the middle School attached to the Central Conservatory of Music in Beijing, was the Principal Horn Player in the Central Conservatory's Youth Orchestra at the age of 14!!! so darm pro lor he!!! so young principal of horn lehx! piang! XO. and also, he performed frequently as a soloist in recitals and concerts.

his playing is the best xia! hehex. his playing was strong n powerful! the way he shaped it was good lor. the piece also very nice to hear. wah!!! i wan the piece xia! =P. the violin also nice. the sound so dramatic xia. hahaz. sad sad de. wah!!! how i wish can encore that piece.

after class. we went home lor. n i saw ***** following us. i shouldn't hav give "it" an eye contact. Suei!-> thats the reason nadia, y i suddenly so quiet.
then it juz keep on following mi. i keep on trying to act nth happen n look at my hp n sms. hmm. then wen i was about home, it disappear lor. phew!

oh my my my my! look at the time! its going to be 12am! im gona mug at my hw! buaaaaeeeiiiiii! *muack* hahaz.LOL

hmm. ytd so busi. no timke to blog blog blog. ok. i promise my blog not to be so vulgar liao. hahaz. musy *sayang* n *sayang*. hahaz.
ytd went out wif shiyin to bugis. buy tickets for the horn masterclass thingy. yar. we took neoprint. then rush back home for tution. 4 hrs lor. sssssooooo tired xia. hahaz. 2dae band mr ng flare up. haiz. he's always like tat. fine. ghee! toking to my new dear dear. haha. Nadia larx!! muhahahaaz. gona write a testi for her manx.

jux finish playing maple. hahaz. so late now xia. going 5am liao. haiz. i dun feel tired at all lehx. hmm. think i go n slp liao lar. ytd also slp so late.

i lost hope in band. reali had enoff. dun ask y. im reali very piss off. i already written a letter. is the matter of time now. if i cant take it anymore longer. i will pass the letter to ms johnson. but then, tat will be after SYF. i wun be irresponsible. hmm. i let god decide.
it takes two hands to clap. for us in a band. its not onli a brass band. nor its not onli woodwinds. the two hands is juz like woodwind n the brass. we need both of them to produce a sound. u cant clap wif one hand rite? same applies to band. we cant onli depend on woodwind, we need brass also.
its important for us to stay unite. we must have the passion to play n to motivate others to be enthu for band. but then it seems that our band dun have this kind of attitude.
all i see is all the hate dis hate that attitude, n wad bu shuang here n there. n it seems to be getting worse. SYF is cuming. 24 more days. y cant we juz 4get abot these childish ways of thinking n concentrate on our playing?
dis is not difficult. iszit it?
y must we make things look as if its so complicated? y cant we have the learn to 4give n 4get attitude? y must woodwind hate brass or the other way round? so childish lor. ok. i abmit that i hate a certain of ppl in band. but then i dun show it tat i hate rite? hate hate lor. its normal mah to hate ppl. but dun show lor. mus learn to tolerate things.
haiz. if band continues like tat, i duno how to survive. no body noes how i feel.
most of my closet buddy were in woodwind. or i think is like im the onli brass lor. den wen they sux the brass or wad, hey, u r saying mi also lor. u ppl must think its nth. but then to mi although i dun reali mind tat much, it makes mi very "hen nan zhuo ren". im a brass player. hating brass is like hating myself. hey. i luv myself hor! no one will understand my feelings.



2dae exchange. hmm. at least its more interesting then ytd de. got 2 instructers frm overseas. one ish japan den the other one not sure. hmm. we did not play well today. social matters can affect playing n the mood of music. we play darm loud. need to tone dwn alittle. kind of hapi today. coz nadia ma. hahaz. 2 of us again went so crazi. waaa!! hahaz. miss her xia. hahaz. shld have follow her back to fuchun.
ms johnson sae today ish our last exchange lehx. till syf lor. if got ppl invite she will decline. we need to improve alot of things xia. 24 more days. so stress up. will we get a silver dis time? or back to bronze? or we lucky we get gold? hmm. social matters n personal matters n the mood of playing matters the whole compeition.
the ball is in our hands. its the matter of how we do it. in the end, the decision is still in our hands.

juz woke up. darm fuck up. piss off. fine. y must u pick on mi wherever we go. iszit juz becoz im a brass player?->a member of theirs?? fine. i hardly cares.
hey. hu u think u are. i simply had enoff of ur words lor. n ur attitude lor. it simply sux. fine. wadeva. but it reali gettin on my nerves. u can sae mi petty lar. wadeva lar. i dun care.
ok. mr ng praise the band ytd. XP. today also. yarx. but then today the mayflower exchange there play until like shit lor. the sound not reali that good. but overall mr ng sae good. werid. today exchange got mayflower, fuchun!,woodville, den mr tan's another sch band n duno duno wad liao. poor memory. n piss off ma. haiz. so darm fuck up. nvm. darm sian. the exchange. keep on playing the same songs. can have sectionals de ma. haiz. duno lar.
piss off piss off. too bad im a brass player. so? u bu shuang brass. fine lor.

my dear beloved gor ish still not back home. *worried* fine! i wun give a darm to it anymore. im slping. i juz wrote 14 testi-s for songying. 8 testi-s for jianxiong n 1 reply testi-s for judith. XP

la la la. 40 pumpings dwn on the road again. suei. worsen my knee condition. fine. dun care. if tml kana pump again, i hardly cares about my knee. that bloody extra sticking out knee bone of mi is so sickening. making my knee bled becox of it. trouble-maker. haiz. i will still continue to pump myself. i hardly cares abot it. my knee bled bled lor. worsen lor. lalala. i dun wan becoz of my knee n im spared frm doing pumping. excuse onli. i wana be fair. dats it. if im punish, i juz go ahead n do it manx. coward to those hu sae that their knee pain,injured or wadeva. my condition more worse then u ppl lor. i despise them lots man. *pui*

today got QM meeting. DM not hapi wif our duty performance. *sad*.ms johnson bought the V16 reeds liao. so suprised that she also bought for tenor. hehex. DM sae we have to charge ppl $$ liao. coz peeks r juz taking those $$ 4 granted. band fund now drop to zero. $$ kana drained out liao. so now. if anyone drop instruments, touch other ppl instrument, drop mouthpiece, wan reeds, etc. have to pay $$ liao. we need sum help frm the welfare to help us chase peeks $$. ESP. ms SONGYING!! hahaz. we need u manx. hahaz. LOL. but then the decision still haven decide yet. we will decide later on later. next commettie meeting bahx. i will ask the welfare to help us de.
if the descion is settled n we start chasing peeks for $$, dun blame us. for we are juz carrying out our duty. u can sae that we r dogs or wadeva. i dun care. plz. at this time of time, band is wad we r concern abot. band fund ZERO lehx. get it? plus sum peeks duno how to maintain their instruments in good condition. must take good care of it ok?? dun spoil it hor..=P
haiz. even the sec 1s. we have to charge them lor. they used up 30 over reeds liaoz. within 1 month plus. pro xia.
today band. okok lor. mr ng got flare up abit. =<
my knee hurts. now must train to do boy style liao. hahaz. dun think can. hahaz. LOL. i continue later. wan go bath. tata!

went out wif songying today. far east. hehex. she wan to cut n style her hair. saw one shop got good offer. $15 onli. can cut, style and wash. yupx. but then she nvr wash ba. hehex. wa. the person style her hair until like xia zha bo. hahaz. reali lor.
we went to take neoprints as usual. hahaz. =P. took 3 machines. we like de 1st one, hate the 2nd one n laugh like siao for the 3rd one. hahaz. taiwan version ma. darm funi.
hahaz. sth to add on ytd exchange. get to noe peekx. rachel-> Gan Eng Seng. Jerome->MacPherson. Siling-> Gan Eng Seng. then i duno liao. hahaz. i 4get one of them. hehex. got one ish sec 1 onli. pri horn player. hehex. think ish frm majusri de. yupx yupx. tml got band xia. tired. =O

WOOOHOOOO!!!! 2dae band exchange wif Gan Eng Seng Secondary, Manjusri Secondary, MacPherson Secondary, Fu Chun Secondary n of course US!! Geylang Methodist Secondary!!! Muhahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!=P
Fine. im getting abit mad. no no. im always mad. not once. not twice. but ALWAYS!!! hhaaz. i juz simply like to go other peeks sch n loiter around the whole place like a retard. at least not a moron rite?? hahaz. tat will be so boring manx. hahaz. must have fun ma. or else wad is a band exchange all about? hahaz.
hmm. im late for band lor. haiz. i tot im on time. den have to do double pumpings. 40 lor. piang lor. my knee bled. do on the road leh. wad u expect lor. the tiny bits of stones cut my knee coz i accidentally drag my knee on the road. *ouch*. haiz. 4get it.
i keep on going dwn to the band rm n open the band rm for peekx. coz im the onli AQM dere. so. i have to go dwn n open the band rm. 3 times lor. so retard. haiz. plus the sun so scorching hot! im sweating like hell lor. hate the weather today lor! X@
we went macPherson at 12pm like tat. n settle dwn there at roughly 20mins later ba. coz quite near our sch. yupx. den we went to the nearest hawker centre n settle out lunch dere n report back to the school by 1.10. hahaz. im almost late xia. 1min be4 the dot. hehex. no need to pump. phew!
we went to their hall n settle dwn wif our instruments n stuffs. broke ourselves into sectionals n practice. hehex. sectional was fun. got this particular guy col jerome frm macPherson. he kind of humorous lar. 1st horn lor. his SL kind of DIAO. serious looking galx. cant take in any jokes wan. so serious for wad? band exchange can make new frens lehx. smile ma. duno her la. she conduct the 20 horns. yar. den after that onli our sch n manjusri hornists play. hahaz. darren conduct xia. muhahaz. n he's de onli conductor that gives comments lor. if im not wrg. hahaz. so funi. den followed by manjusri n gan eng seng lor. we keep on playing singapore rash. la la la. sianx xia. duno repeat how many times lor.
ya ya ya! hahaz. sth funi xia. gan eng seng, majusri, fu chun n US rite, our band T-shirts are black!!! blackie blackie BLACK!!! macPherson wore their uniform so i duno lor. hahaz.
ok. dis ish the part i start to get so mad. coz fuchun haven go at that time. n i wan the fun chun horn player galx lar. nadia if im not wrg. im wan her. den darren also. n we so called fight for nadia. muhahahaa. break time ma. then we go canteen to have our snack. den i so called "quarral" wif darren on nadia again. hahaz. im win. but then i noe i will in the end lose. coz nadia is a 1st hornist. wa!! nvm. i will fight to the end manz. muhahahaz.
later we got combine sectional among schools. mr ng cum n conduct the brass. wa. he so wat lor. dance n dance. the jerome sitting beside him so called wan mi lar. hahaz. to be their school's conductor. hahaz. he onli see his brighter side. wat till he see the darker side. i dwn dere muhahahahaahahaz.
hmm. then ish mini concert frm us. hahaz. the 5 schools la. fuchun rawks man!!! hahaaz. ok lor. but sad that we cant get to hear manjusri n macPerson. coz we rushing for time. yupx. in the bus i still quarreling about nadia. yeah! friday see her again.
kau lor. i wan nadia hp number that qabir give mi jerome number. fine!
2dae's exchange ish fun. hmm. but im not looking forward towards mayflower. simply hate that 1st horn. *bleahx* dun u guys agree???

la la la. yae! roti boy so nice!!! hehex.XP.

im all alone at home. so scared. i hate to be alone. so scary. i have been hearing voices n figures. im scared. so scared. =<
marmie sae she cuming home at 10plus. ah! cum home quick. im scared. dardie. im scared.

wah!!! i cut my hair. fringe so short lor. wah!! i wana cry liao. =<
tml got band exchange. haiz. no mood to blog manx. so sad abot my hair. i tml then tell u the details. =<
2dae band ok lor. mr ng quite in a good mood. den he tell us about the performance ytd n on sat lor. n how he screw up the band n no one noes. hahaz. so siao xia. hmm.
okok. i gtg to waimin's hse n pass her sum things. tata.

hehex. marmie bought a EPSON photo printer cum scanner cum photocopier ytd. i tot it will be bad. coz 3 in 1 things are reali that bad lor. but this one quite ok lar. the pictures i try to scan quite clear lar. hmm. so overall i guess is quite ok lor. save my time to go to a photocopier shop. hahaz.

later at 12:30pm got band. hmm. going at 12pm to meet that elizabeth. she borrow my book. i hope she remember. or else i no need to revise my chinses during the hoildays liao! Piang!!!!!

hmm. yum yum! juz after my lunch. so full xia! i ate mashed potato n sandwich! hahaz. so hungry lor. after 4 hrs of tution n 60 over plus of maths questions!! piang! im so tired juz now. now so awake. maybe becoz of my lunch. hahz. yum yum. okiex. im gona write testi for my fren liao. tata!

wah! today went for SWS concert xia!!! hahaz. so fun fun fun! hmm. today band start at 7.20am. but we drag until hmm. 45 then ok. n at 8 we start lor. the whole section of trombone n tuba nvr cum. so is like, no bass line. n we crash lor. if that reali happen on the competition day, im gona cry like hell manx. on the spot. coz its reali sound so terrible lor. mr ng bad mood. then scold n scold lor. insult the juniors like wad he always did. fine! jiewen cum. hehex. n she give us sum comments to improve on. hmm. must learn xia. hahaz. hehex. then mr ng went off for his concert rehearsal lor. hmm. we got 1hr sectional. so fun! i went to try trumpet. hehex. n i try to play the la cucaracha. hahaz. i manage to play sum of the 1st part. hmm. hehex. then i tried triple tonguing wif a trumpet! so easy lor. oops! BHB. *arbish*.hahaz. im hapi neway. actually qabir n darren can do it also. hahaz.

then we went home. wash up. blah blah blah. hahaz. mi n judith nvr meet liyi waimin nsongying. coz they watching movie we not. so we decided to meet later. mi n judith went to buy blue rose for mr ng. i think it means " we r proud of you" bahx. hahaz. then mi n judith went to meet liyi songying n waimin at yoshinoya. i ate BEEF BOWL!!! so nice lor!!!! beta then the korean beef noodles. hahaz. sum more cheaper lor. hmm. next time if got go there again. if there's a chance. i wan to go n eat again!!! hahaz. yum yum!

i think these few days i keep on eating beef. n i get so darm crazi. hahaz. mad cow disease huh? hmm. possible xia. im mad. fine. im totally mad. hahaz. =P

we were late for the concert. and we missed 1 n de haf piece. hmm. sad sad lor. n we sat rite at the back. cant see lor. sad sad. haiz. but nvm larx. i manage to record sum pieces. coz low batt lor my cam. haiz. sad sad. hahaz. but then overall, quite ok la. they almost like collapse lor. the horn sounds GREAT man!!! u all simply rawkx xia!!! reali lor! their sound getting so darm power lor!! mr ng also agree!! yolz MR LOH!! horn sention rawkx man! wooo hoooo!!!=P

hmm. today. SWS band sounded not reali that well as the previous concert. this time round abit slack lor. hmm. the trumpet bahx. if i nvr hear wrg lor. sumhow the sound like wan to die like tat. last time beta. maybe they too tired bahx. kelian. that y atthe end of the concert they never encore.

hmm. these are the arrangement of the concert today yahx!

1. A Huntingdon Celebration--> Philip Sparke
Conductor: Yap Soon Soon

2. In The Winter of 1730--> James Swearingen
Conductor: Ariel Wong

3. Fate Of The Gods--> Steven Reineke
Conductor: Ariel Wong

4. The Last to Defend--> David Shaffer
Conductor: Simon Foo

5. Apocalyps II-->Piet Swerts
Conductor: Tan Aik Koon

******************intermission********************

6. The Saint And The City--> Jacob de Haan
Conductor: Ng Kok Hin

7. Alvamar Overture--> James Barnes
Conductor: Tan Aik Koon

8. Flight Of Valor--> James Swearingen
Conductor: Mohd Faizal

9. Persis--> James L. Hosey
Conductor: Ng Kok Hin

hahaz. tats it! hmm. Mr Mohamad Fahmi, Mr Loh, Melvin, Mr Tan, Mr Ng, Brian and Iskandar got perform! hahaz. they r in xia! they played well. hahaz. =P


after concert. hahaz. we went to find mr ng to give flower to him. haahaz. n im so darm crazi wen darren tell mi to find Mr Loh. hahz. Mr Loh was so darm blur. hahaz. den he sae I CHANGE MY HAIR STYLE!!!. ???. erm. mr loh. i let dwn my hair ma. where got change. he so blur lor! hahaz.

we got amazing race. hahaz. abit drizzling. haahz. so fun lor. hahaz. we went bugis n eat. Long John Silvers. ate the hot and spicy thingy. till nw got gastric lor. *ouch* pain xia. *yawn*...oops! sori.

wah. dardie playing majong at shihan's hse. hmm. think will drag until 2am de. hmm. always like that. tml still got maths tution. hehex. i so guai today! i brought my horn home! hehex. i wana improve on my playing during the hoildays. n i also bring my textbks home. hehex. gona buck up ma. racing against time. tats wad im thinking.

wah! during the march hoildays got 3 band exchanges lor!!! wee!!! hahaz. so tiring lor! piang!
*yawn*
im getting sleeply...
gona slp liao....
bb....
*yawn*....

i duno y. i so darm mad n siao these few days lor. hahaz. in class i went so siao. even while taking literature test today lor. the test so darm bloody difficult. duno how to do. haiz. i got back my progress card. got 3 As bah. n few Bs. den duno liao. dun bother to give it a darm. hahaz. yea! hoildays liao. hmm.

i dun look forward to the band exchange on tues. wif mayflower lehx. the 1st horn guy. simply sux lor. so proud. as if he play very well like tat. i hack him xia.

after sch actually wana go plaza singapura de. in the end went out wif xiuhua waimin n cherly. hmm. went suntec city. walk around the whole place in search of FOOD!! hahaz. walk n walk n walk. till in the end we decided to go to "Just Noodles" shop. hahaz. i ordered KOREAN BEEF NODDLES!!!!! SO DARM NICE LOR!!! the beef is season wif pepper n sum sweet sauce. hmm. so nice nice NICE!!! hahaz. i wana eat again next time. $5.80 onli lor!!! hahaz.

we went carrefour after that n shop. hahaz. we laff n went crazy. mi keep on laffing at sum ppl n some posters!!! hahaz. im sick...so sick....

yea! tml got band!! yea! so happi!!! hahaz. but hor. start at 7.20am xia. so early lor. haiz. hope that i can wake up. got SWS concert also tml. b4 that we going out n watch movie. hahaz. so fun. yea!! but then i dun reali feel like watching. had a bad scare last nite. i slept at 9pm n woke up at 12pm to sturdie. and the dream i dreamt link to the next dream wen i sleep at 3am. wah!!! then i woke up at 6am shivering frm head to toe. wah! darm scary!

hmm. gtg n write testi for my cousin. hehex.=P

*yawn*
juz woke up frm my sleep.
hmm.
coz juz now im reali very tired. n i cant drink any more coffee. i slept at 9 n woke up now to sturdie. hmm.
literature is driving mi nuts!!!! i dun understand a single thing at all. duh! hope tat tml is open-book test. ms kaan!!
haiz. mr ha went back reservice. until after SYF. so sad lor. im gona miss his POA lessons!!wah!!
k. i gona mug on my literature liao. tata!

tat mr ng. keep on picking on mi. frm outside band rm, sae wad mi ********************. fine! make mi so darm paiseh lor! den went inside the band rm. kana rape by amanda n shuhui!! amanda rape mi mentally n physically n shuhui keep on touching my hair. sae wad wan to look at my hair. blah blah blah. take away my rubberband. den make my hair so darm messy. hahaz. i keep on screaming n that ang jian xiong sit there n laugh! kau lor!

went back to music rm. main band. i walk towards my seat. sit dwn. n i juz dropped my file on the ground together wif my other files n Oops! it landed on my mouthpiece n my mouthpiece juz roll on the floor!! i look up to my conductor. he was smiling at mi. hehex. oops. den i was so darm paiseh. fine. den after that i take my horn to my lap. he dwn there sae." so more drag huh". den dwn there laugh! kau! wads wrg wif him today! he keep on monitoring mi on wadeva things i do lor! piang! den later, he sae i sit until so lady-liked. lalala. then keep on saying MA PU must ZHAN HAO. wadeva lor! he so sick!!!!=0
onli got 17peeks today lor. coz sec2 sub camp n sum seniors got sth on. haiz. 2 horn today. 2dae not so bad lar.
our SYF is on the 12 april 2005! its on the tues i think. Day 2. 1st band of the day. we are the 31st band playing for the SYF. hehex. so lucky lor. its not that bad lar. onli that the judges have to suffer abit frm us lar. early in the morning 8am kana freak out by our band! hahaz.


tml literature test! im so dead! i duno wad the hack the william shakespeare's play is all about! so sianz lor.
k la. gor nagging. so fan! hahaz. i continue later!

so darm hyper n crazy today. hahaz. so hapi lor. went sssssooooo mad. ms khek sae bitchy xia. wah! the whole class was like, GOSH!hahaz. went for sectional after sch. hmm. fun fun fun! return key that time, hahaz. walk round the whole sch in search of MS WENDY WONG! hahaz. in the end we met her n return the keys to her lor.i so guai, i brought my horney home!=P



den went mac to meet songying n liyi.



dis fucking idiot thingy bitch my whole day up k!

i dun hav $ to lend u, MY fault huh?
u think i wan to go there n look for U one huh? U WISH!
i dun have $ to lend u doesnt mean i cant go there iszit.u OWN de place one huh? i no $ ask mi to SCRAM OFF huh! FINE la! watch ur WORDS ok! that bloodly fucking attitude! =@

sae mi EXTRA need to be so indirectly wan huh? SAE IT ON MY FACE LAR! Y NEED TO BEAT ABOUT THE BUSH! =@ ur attitude nowadays is reali FUCKING mi n PISSING mi off OK!




dun take my PATIENCE for GRANTED, MIND YOU! STOP PICKING ON MI LAR!

so wad if u r in a FOUL mood?
doesnt mean u can THROW ur FUCKING temper around RITE! (to MI ESPECIALLY!)
it simply SUX to the CORE ok!

u think saying a SORI that means u r forgiven?
hahaz.
FAT HOPE!
U WISH!
if one day, u accidentally stab a person's heart, n u say "sori, i dun mean it". u think u will be 4given? the person ALREADY had died in ur hands. n the fact that HE'S DEAD! wad will u do? SORI NO CURE LOR!




fine.






u were not mi...u will not understand how i feel...n u simply dun care...





wadeva.






god! save mi!
AMEN...

hmm. feel so much less burden liao. after the 3 tests todae. phew!
i went plaza singapura wif deb. went to look n instruments. i went to find the horn concerto scores. hmm. juz delivered i guess. coz its wrap nicely. the price is also very nice also...43.70!! wah! im gona be broke after i buy that thingy lor. i gona save up xia. hahaz.
the thingy consists of 4 horn concerto parts F,Eb,G n Ab ba. i also duno. i juz glance through onli. then got clarinet, basson,flute&harp concertoz. hmm.also got piano. if is meant for our band de, it sounded quite fine. but then its onli for myself. so abit like too costly lor.=P
gtg n sturdie again.hahaz.=P hmm. tml ish SS test. Mrs lee juz sae test on Sri Lanka. plz lor. she also have to sae about wad rite. peng!
kk. gtg n sturdie. thats all for 2dae!

stress. is wad im thinking abot now. goodness! tml got POA, maths n wordpower test! im getting mad!
2dae band. play until can die lor. out of breathe. lalala. must blast like horn. la la la. kau! so tiring. blast till i feel like vomiting lor. wen i reach home, i pop on my sofa. n soon, i slp for abot 20mins. kana woke up by shuane n darren's message.

haiz. have been mugging on my books n stuffs. so tired lor. i wish i can juz slp lor. but i cant. i still hav to memo the wordpower words!!

l.i got no time to lose. tata!

stress. i wad is in my mind now. i tot of 2nd cup of coffee. then wen i wana take the cup tat time, i was like " 4get it". my gastric is reali hurting mi. haiz. stress. i had been mugging on my books since ytd after lunch. haiz.

next week 7 tests thats why. den very scared lor. hmm. marmie stressing mi. dats the reason also. band is stressing mi also. haiz. duno lar.

today i got maths 2tion. frm 12pm to 3plus like tat. my uncle teach mi. he very de humorous lor. keep on laffing like retards. but then, 2dae's de 1st time that during 2tion i feel like crying. darm stress up wen it cums to maths. i also duno y.

punker my mood by listerning to music. but then, i dun seems to be working now. watch russell peters. okok. enjoy his jokes etc. den wen i put my mind on my sturdies, stress again. =<

tml got geo test. im still memo de PIVOT n IPO of oil palm n wet rice. sign. tml still got band. ah! help mi!

stressful tears.
*sob* *sob*
stress!!!!

sooo tired. hahaz. doing sum online study now. hmm. i guai lor. hahaz. like shit duh.
hmm. today band huh.mr ng mood swing lor. duno him lar. i sort of like my sound today. hehex. i blast n blast. hahaz. also duno y. think becoz i change my medi lor. hehex. after band we got sectional also. hmm. tired tired. then very hungry. hahaz.

gor gor change phone lor. duno to wad. his plan over le. yea! can kapo his 6610. muhahahaahahahahahahz!=P

k lar sturdie time! buai! muackx! =P

listerning to japanese graffiti 4. never go sch today. sick ma. early in the morning i got gastric till i cant wake up. haiz. headache also. haiz. juz now went to see doctor. the doctor so cartoon. coz she questioned mi sum things lor. den i tell her. hahaz. she ask mi go back to trumpet. hahaz. siao rite. coz she sae horn is too tough 4 mi. becoz of gastric. wadeva.

tml got band. see how i die. marmie dun wan to let mi go but i insist. SYF cuming lao lor. haiz. if im not erg. still got 36 days more. haiz. getting more stress xia.

nw i found out sth. wen im in a very lousy mood, u ask mi to listern to band music by schools, i can reali listern until very carefully. like i can tell u his/her playing. haiz. maybe this few days i in a very low mood. piss off. no mood to slp. headache. gastice always cum at the wrg timing. y. arghx.

horn. reali gona buck up so much on my horn. horn horn horn. getting so slack. n SYF is on the 8th April!! friday.. if u wan mi to look at the brighter side of life, i might be able to miss 2 periods of SS. hmm. dats a good deal. wadeva. im sick. fine.

haiz. dere's still time. so. during the march hoildays, im gona buck up on my playig so much that i improved. dere must be no mistake in my playing. if there's a will, there's a way. i MUST do it!!!=P




Xx.iF u hEaD tOwArDs dE dEaD eNd, u wIlL cRaSh.xX
Xx.mAkE a U-tUrN.xX
Xx.mAyBe tHe sCeNeRy wiLl bE bEtA.xX


Xx.iF i sAe tAt i hAd 4gEt u, tAt mEaNs tAt iM liEiNg tO mYsElF..mY sOul..xX

today cross country. fun. but i got gastric early in the morning.fine. but i still run.saw emmeline outside gmps. den her dardie bring us there.hehex. hu cares. have fun can le. hmm. run wif deborah. so fun lor.
after cross country, went orchard wif waimin n siewhua. on out way to the mrt. in bus, saw darren n jianxiong. n their frens. camel there lor! *puke*
went orchard. taka. eat kfc. i eat the salad. quite ok arhx. hahaz. den eldon, melvin n enyao came to meet us. not long en yao went home. then the rest of us went walk walk. took neoprint. then watch movie. "lemony". hahaz. so funi. hahaz. got 3 children. one like to invent things. one like to sturdie. the baby like to bite things. like wood blah blah. hahaz. so funi.=P
after the movie. we went to HMV. find things. then we go plaza sing coz waimin wan to see instrument.



hahaz. saw shuane there. wif his fren.


waimin rape mi at the mrt. i wun 4get the lor. hahaz. must be extra careful lao.

wa. today got new sitting arrangement! i sat in the middle of siewhua n deborah. hahaz. i like to sit wif jie(siewhua). coz she can teach mi maths! hahaz. =P

hmm. band sectional. i pitch n pitch till my lips crack n the skin fall off n bled alittle. waa! pain lor....

tml going cross country at macritchie. haiz. must wake up early. *yawn* *yawn* hav to slp early today....


~boiNg....bOinG~





hahahz....=P

retake drill. coz the duno wad CCA Headquaters or sumthing sae our video not WELL DONE!. drummers nvr march wif us lor. then we do it once more. i think 2dae de drill sux lor. is like. we do until like shit. sure redo de lor. haiz.

tml i wan to go sectional! then bring back my horn! hehex. must pia n pia n pia. 38 days to SYF lor! so scary!

must play well. dats my goal 4 the time being.

next week got 7 tests! POA, SS, GEO, maths, LIT, Physic! n also got wordpower also! wordpower test! is always getting on my nerves! ahh! hope i can memorize all the 120 vocab words!!!die! die! die! im gona be mad lehx! god! help mi!!!!