was suffering from 'sleepless nights'.
getting more and more stress each day.
body is heating up like nobody's business.
the feeling of someone grabbing ur lungs and wouldnt let go.-now too=((
the thought of giving up but u forced urself not to.
those trembling hands.
that feverish feeling.
everything is juz like hell.

totally went DEAD last night.
my mind juz go 'offline'.
nth goes in.
i was feeling all cold all over.
the feeling of it really pulls me down totally.



TUES: 4hrs of sleep.
WED: never sleep at all.
THURS: sleep at 10pm-woke up at 3am to study.

i really need a break.


being a sec4 is such a chore.
sometimes really feels like giving up.
yet,
its part of life.
so nvm.
i juz wana give out my best thats all.
if u dun try,
u will nvr know.


was being lectured by dardie ytd.
he doesnt want me to force myself that much.
and so on.



well.
me?
drop-dead stubborn.
thats my nature=)


thats all i guess.
21 chapters of POA and 16 chapters of chemistry for me to clear.
X)))