im totally lost.
god,
i wonder shld i be thankful or not.
u grant me sth that i need to really consider very hard on.
but im totally lost by ur arrangements.
can u please be by my side to solve this mess in my heart?
amen.

qabir is right.
perheps,
we are in the same boat.
=((


maybe god has his way of thinking.
well.
i think i shld be thankful.



shall not think too much.
-off to bed.