today's tution.
i requsted to revise my sec2's work.
n tutor allow.
n im really happy.

after tution i rush to meet song, her dardie, qabir n liyi.
city hall 2.15pm.
then go esplanade concert hall together.
free de.XP
we arrive early.
haf an hr early.
then already gt alot of ppl there le.
SWS really rawks so much.
they played "mononoke".
im not sure of the spelling.
hehe.
but i simply lurbee the horn solo so much!
yar.
still gt play hmm,
star wars de theme song, beauty n the beast, Phantom of the opera,etc.
mi short term mermory.
but they played real nice.



after concert was walking wif song, her dardie n liyi.
we went raffles city de burger king there n hav sum snackz.
then discuss about de performance n band issues.
song dardie so funi.
really enjoyed so much.
hehex.
thx song!


[You could find yourself secretly longing to express your affection for someone today. But you might be inclined to keep your feelings to yourself and may even feel a bit like secluding yourself from others for a while. But this shouldn't be an unpleasant experience. You might just find it helpful for getting in touch with yourself right now.]
->hmm my horoscope for today. hmm. kind of truth.=(



a messenge to u noe hu:
sorry my hp batt low. yar. so nvm. pluz i got quite alot to tell u. hope u dun mind i write it here lar.
love is a very complicated game. its a game that no one can control. even god. love can be compared to the weather of a tropical climate. or u can saw the tides of the sea. its not always calm. it will have its rainy season n dry season. making it simple. we dun always get the sun. we dun always get night. our life is really like the day n the night. we spent most of the time in the day n less on night. in the day, we see sun. sun represents happiness. this is what we get most of the time. at night, we got the moon. moon can represent silence, quiet, eerie at times, lonely. if this compared to feelings, it means sadness. god always balances up things. this is an example. we got a mixture of day n night in life = mixture of feelings in life. love is juz a matter that confused the whole situation. so, besides day n night. there's weather. so weather is introdued. in another words. love is introdued in life. love=weather. rainy, sunny, cloudy,etc. most of the time is sunny rite? love can be real "sunny" in another words is "honeymoon". but for u now. its isnt anymore right. it leads to cloudy. the weather is so cloudy that its blocking the warmth of the sun coming to earth. making the earth windy n cold. the blocking of the sun is meant by, blocking ur mouth frm saying de truth. so it causes alot of lies to cover up a truth. those lies are those clouds which are blocking.
u might at times deny that u dun like him le. but u noe. frm my point of u n how i understand u, i believe. u had not 4get. u might deny to mi everytime n so on. but then, as a fren. thats wad i believe. liking a person is always easy. but letting go is forever difficult. i dun mind u flare up at mi. but lieing to yourself, making the weather in ur life so cloudy. its not healthy. if this continues, u might not understand urself in future.
now. the feeling the u tell mi in sms is a rainless storm. no tears but a really large storm is inside ur heart. lightning, thunder, strong wind and a stubborn girl.
-lightning refers to the matter "she" ask.
-thunder refers to ur mood(u tends to flare up),
-strong wind refers to confusion.
u project urself as a little girl standing in a grass field.
lightning was striking, n u get a shocked. for its like a problem u had to ans b4 the thunder roar.
followed by thunder, u hide ur inter uneasiness inside urself. once de lightning comes again. ur mood will tends to go out of control.
strong wind. making u cold n uneasy.de feeling of->(cloudy). whirls n whirls of circular wind = whirls n whirls of confusion.
a stubborn girl who is u, is standing in the grass field. being stubborn. u refuse to run for a shelter. yet u stood dere thinking that god will give u a shelter immediately n the shelter will be dropped dwn frm the sky. instead, u shld ask god for protection n ask him to help u to find a shelter to stay under frm de uncoming storm. i believe god will ans ur prayer n help u to complete ur fears. but standing dwn dere in the grass field waiting for god to drop a shelter frm above to protect u is impossible. being stubborn, u keep on standing there and wait till in the end, death approaches.
i telling u that. in order to succeed in yourself. u got to trust urself n tell urself that god will be always there to help u in every problem u face. i belive that god doesnt want his children to be spoonfed. as if like the stubborn girl above, waiting for god to drop a shelter frm above to protect her. u got to tell urself the truth n help urself b4 no one can help u. god will guide u along n help u. u can do it. lieing to yourself will soon be leads to the death of ur own trust. juz like the death of the stubborn girl. u cant be like tat.
hmm. i think thats about it. u go n think again. if u dun noe wad i mean, u r free to give mi a call. i will be always there.=)
anyway, the matter of telling her or not. best i will say is a no. coz. im afriad it might affect her.=)