stop treating mi as a mental patient.
im 100% fine.
i juz dun feel like toking n thats all.
ok.
i tend to bottle up my feelings.
so?
now u care it seems to be over.
ur duty as a father in mi has already fade.
ur care n concern seems like nobody's business.
n stop all those nonsense.
coz i wun give it a darm.

ur temper, ur harshness and ur actions.
broke up the family years ago.
though its over.
and its in the past.
i wun not 4get how u treat us.
exp my mum-ur wife.

those words that u had said to her.
i will nvr eva 4get.
so wad if im a child back then?
it seems to be like a hell to mi u noe?
u nvr noe how a child will think.
u nvr understand.

now.
im older.
teenager.
ur words now to mi is like.
nth.
u said u care.
u said u understand.
if u said that in the past.
life will be much better then.



past is already a past.
i know tat i should not bother.
but too bad.
those memories keep on playing back wen u start shouting to my mum.
those voices, those tears, those sorrows.
i seems to hear them whenever i start to close my eyes.
have u eva tok to her nicely?
she's ur wife.
all u do is to blame her.
blame urself 1st can!


*if u judge ppl, u dun have the time to luv them*
is this wad im suppose to learn?



i jux wana relax and i dun wan to think about anything.
juz wana mug during the holidays outside,
not at home.
tml go pack up again. at 9am bahx.