cant sleep.
in a great big dilemma.
tsk.
lord.
im so hurt to make tat decision.
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why cant you think before you do!
why must you wait till wen u had done it then u feel guilty about it!
why must you wait till now wen u see how angry n pissed off then you vow that u will change!
why must you tell mi that you will change wen everything is over!
why must you make mi worry so much for you and in the end u still break my heart n hurt mi!
why must u always break your promises over n over again!
why must you like tat!!! WHY!!!

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how many times must you promise mi tat u wun do it again....
how many times must i ignore you wen u make the same mistakes...
how many times must u break my promises wif you....

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u think i wan to make that decision?
u think i wan to ignore u at ur wits end?
u think that i bear to juz leave u at this state?



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everything hurts you know. u understand or not? after exams then we tok about it kay? juz u wait for my reply. dun think about it anymore nor tok about it. concentrate on your exams. dun think so much. take care.

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dun think i will blog here until after exams. maybe will blog a short line or wadeva. simply no mood.




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-lord, m i juz being to harsh?tell mi...=(