ok. wad shall i say today.
since im online.
maybe frm next week onwards,
i wun be able to cum online so that often. coz must prepare for mid year liao. hahaz. but then i might cum in n write my blog onli. hehex. i one day nvr write blog i very xin ku de. lolx. hehex. 10may exam lehx. im so scared lor. exp for my POA. im still thinking about wat mr ha has been saying in class. im so scared i cant do well. haiz. wana aim for A1 ma. thats y. cant slack liao. once christoper sad to mi that sec 3 is a honeymoon. but then i think that it iszit a honeymoon lor. more worst than hell. the best thing is. sec 3=hell, sec 4= stress. hmm. lol.


haiz. stress stress stress. i need a break. n tml. school closes at 10.20am!!! woohoo! then going out wif lichoo they all go cushion hunting. yay! so fun lor! hmm. but then i must limit myself. must get home lastest 3pm. cant stay out for long. my health is important to mi now. hahaz. all of a sudden i care for my health. coz i wana be prepare for my examz both mentally n physically. hehex.


today in class. mi sort of quite moody. then headache coz nvr eat my medi. nr brg to sch lor. den im like haf dead wen i take the international new south wales de science paper. headache is darm spinning like siao. den i dwn dere struggling wif the paper. hopefully think can pass although i fluck the mock paper ytd. 21/45. lolx. after the paper quite a torture. suddenly feel so darm sick n reali wana puck. den in band hafway. i laff like siao till wana punk. almost scard qabir i think. hehex. im fine now. but then my headache dun seems to go away. darm it.

band wise. my siao cha bo self. hahaz. then jie wana fei li wo, pull my my skirt n etc. plus mi kana surrounded by so many sec1s, esp clarinets. hahaz. my bodyguards xia. i VIP!!! hahaz. lor.


packing up instruments that time and helping the percussion to pack up, i went real siao. hahaz. then darren call mi "siao horn cha bo". fine then i call u n qabir " siao horn ta bo" n " siao horn ta bo no. 2".



[jie arhx, dun keep on blaming urself for bullyig mi at times. i dun mind it at all lor. u dun think so much lar. no need to paiseh mi de. hahaz.]














wen we say goodbye...is like bidding goodbye foreva...=(