Thursday, April 14
i noe i shldn't be here blogging now. i shld be resting. lalala. wadeva the thing is. but all those resting seems not to help mi at all. im still so sick. darm sick. i also duno y. medication seems not working.
today in class, i seems to be actting like a moron. thats not my usual mi. sitting dwn there, nvr tok at all. go PE, sit dwn there looking at my frens run. recess seems to be much more better. i got open my mouth n sae sum words.
after recess, i felt so sleepy after medicine. i dwn there grumbling wan to go home n so eva. i also duno y i say that. then went a bit out of my mind. wadeva.
after maths test. my mind seems to be relief n my mood tend to be much better. went band rm, sec1s got band. darren conduct. lalalala. do sum of the signing in n out thingy, help joyce. then see how the sec1s progress.
fuchun got bronze. wth. its so impossible. i almost cried lor. coz like it seems to be so sux or sth. i juz cant make myself to believe lor. they sounded strg n power. but then y in the end like tat. i reali feel sad for them. alot lor. my mood will be darm sulky these few days. haiz. like having depression like tat. dun be suprise.
sengkang sec got silver neway.
i dun think i can get well.
it seems to get worsen or sth.
going without food for nearly 13hrs today.
see how m i gona get well...
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