eating my lunch. i cant always skip my meals rite? for instant i feel that i hate myself. ok. i only know how to eat wen my gastric acts up. juz like now. worse is that wen my gastric acts up, i dun eat. haiz. n so it get worst n worst, affecting my health so badly tat for my 2.4km run, haf way through n i got gastric n blocked nose. its so torturing running wen u r real sick lor. i regretted. but nvm lar. although my timing sux to the core, i nvr fail can liao.

ytd i was not online. whole day busy. after sch band till 5 pluz. pia home n reached home roughly 6.40pm like that. then wash up n pia for tution. my life is so darm stressful n tired. i need to rest!! im not a superwoman.fly here n there. but hey, even a superwoman need to rest. im juz a human wif no special powers. i need rest n i reali need alot!!!
actually ytd's tution end at 11pm. but then becoz i got literature test n my cousin got chinese test, we are dismissed at 9.90pm. but then on sunday, we will be having a 5-6 hrs of tution!!! hey! im reali going crazy lor!! how i wish i could tell my marmie im so darm stress up. but then, i dun think she will care. all she thinks was, more tution is gud for mi. i noe. but then its too long!!!!
exams are drifting near. im done wif my literature. juz one more scene for mi to cover n to check up a list of meanings.



haiz. next week got test. exams cuming still throw us so many test. monday chemistry test, tuesday wordpower test, wednesday got mock test for duno wad international science competition, thursday got the international science competiton thing. piang! sleepless nights n more coffee again. >0<


[lord.
im sorry that i repeat my mistakes over n over again.
i seems to be breaking my promise every single seconds,
and even in my dreams.
im sorry.
i juz cant control.
sorry.
amen.]