2dae band very wad lorz. 4 nth that mr ng shout at mi. not my fault also look at mi n scold. he bu shuang also look n mi n scold. not my problem he also scold. i never do anything he also scold. very de unfair lor. wad is this. nvm.
2dae gt new piece. duno wad 46. siao lor. horn part so DARM high n very difficult to reach lor. i tell mr ng abot it he was like not my business. plz lor. even i practice every single day, it is also impossible 4 mi to perfect every note by thursday. plus i dun play high note normally. mi everytime play de bass point wan lor. the note all not so high. now. so difficult. wa! i can die.
hmm. tml have to go sweelee. hope tat the person will cum instead lor. or else tml have to carry tuba, baryton, bass clarinet, saxophone, flute lorx. sian! pray pray pray!










i duno why should i be dwn n cry becoz of YOU. not worth it. wad 4 help you n comforting n wasting my time on you wen at the same time you're hurting mi again n again. make mi FEEL LIKE AS IF IM A RAG DOLL and to throw mi around wen u feel like doing so n kick mi around like a ball. leaving all the dirt n dust on mi n walk away wen u had ENOFF of mi! wad is this! I SMIPLY HATE TO HATE PPL BUT U... the sight of you REALI make mi feel so UNCOMFORTABLE n let i tell u this okay! im not a SUMTHING 4 U TO THROW AT OK! u think u can hurt mi!? hahahahaha! NO! I DUN NEED A FREN LIKE YOU OK! i feel SO THREATEN by UR words wen i tok to u OK! let mi tell u this ok, IF U DUN RESPECT MI AT ALL, I WUN ALSO! U THINK UR GREAT??? HAHAZ! I GOT NTH TO SAE.. LET MI TELL U THIS...IM NOT A SELFISH PERSON..IF U TELL MI WAD R U TRYING TO DO..I WILL 4GIVE U N I WUN GIVE A DARM TO IT. IF U DARE TO THREATEN MI, TO THINK I WILL BE FOOLED BY U...HAHAZ...I WUN!


i dun feel like saying this here..but i juz had eboff. i also duno wad im writing. nut den i reali feel so bad. i need to forcus my studies. i dun wan becox of HER, i cant concentrate. i jux had it!



i got nth more to sae...



dun make mi hate u even more...



i dun wan to...




i will try my best not to hate you...



sori 4 wad i had said on the previous entry...




sori...




take care...