tuesday chalet. spent most of the time in the chalet room. play pillow fight. raping sence within mei ling n siew hua. very fun n enjoyable. at nite. we got BBQ. den later mi, yuanying, wan zhen, alvin tay n jinglong went to play bowling at 1am. play 2 games den go back to the chalet rooms. hahaz. mr chin stand on the bed saying bible story to meiling, reena, siewhua. waimin sleep le. den later i joined in. mr chin told us stories. blah blah blah. sang songs. till 2 plus 3am. den we rest in the bed. i never slp at all. i jux rest on the bed play my hp. den to 5.30am tat jing long came to our gals the rm n woke us the gals up. siao lor. ask we go beach c sun rise. cant c de lorx. duno la. den onli meiling wan zhen jinglong alvin tay n mr chin went to the beach. reena n yuanying went back to slp and siewhua look after the gals.
*yawn*. mi n waimin went to whitesands to eat our breakfast. den go band. we reached dere on time. i was so darm tired. haiz. in band i so sleepy. den wen i reached home n bath. i pop myself on bed n frm 7.30pm without dinner i slp till the next day at 8.30am. actually quarrel wif my mum coz i nvr go n celebrate burfdae wif my grandma. but den she c mi like so tired. she dun blame mi at all. haiz. sorrie.
ytd morning went to meet waimin liyi judith n songying at mac. den go sch for the band exchange. held at St.Pat. the players frm the Queensland Youth Orchestras. Patrick taught us n chat wif us. we had fun. den later we played. blah blah blah. we went dinner. den the Queensland Youth Orchestras played for us and the St. Pat also. vry nice.
[i promise myself to tink b4 i act. i oneday i repeat wat i hav done again. im deciving my soul n my fren. i rather dun do it again den to lose a fren. i rather hate myself den to hurt others. dou my hrt is till hurt. i reali duno wat to do. but i wun let others hurt mi again. and i wun use myself as a bait. and to hurt myself again n again n let my mum worry. no matter wat happens. i will tell myself to be strong.]