how can i tell if he is right for me, if i never give him a chance at all?
i duno wat im thinking. darm bad mood since morning. den i went to the beach alone again. think of so many things. duno larx. die on the beach no one even cares de. hu will wan to care. haha.
duno lar. went swimming yesterday. swim 60 laps. keep on swimming n swimming. haiz. den now got a cold. i hack lorx.
going fuchun concert this sunday. den monday got class chalet. yupx. going Escape Theme Park againx. haiz. duno go there how many times le. haiz.nvm. go there and play everything. hahaz. duno whe i will enjoy those stuffs or not. seems to be in a bad mood. ask mi play? haha. c how. miss my classmates. lots. glad tat im going to see them soon. n play as a grp. duno lar. dun wan go band tml. hate going. go there for wat. sianz. haiz.
my deepest sercets. no1 one. i still haven found a person to trust. duno lar. im still thinkin whe to tell or jux 4get it. i duno. hahaz. i think no one will wan to care. so wat for sae?
nvm. still thinking whe to patch back or not. he nvr reply my mail. nvm.
so tired.
my mind is in a mess.
i duno wat to do.
nvm.
im always left alone to solve my own problems.
habit le.
tata.