cried last nite. so fan. den dardie and marmie quarrel also ma. den cry on the phone immediately wen i col jie. i think scare her bahx. hehex. coz wen i hear her voice i cry. haix. wad de hell. last nite coz cry till so bad. i almost tot of cutting myself. den coz i in bed le. n i promise myself not to do it again.haiz. dis morning eye swell so much. den tot of not going to band. but den nvm lor. i put eye drop beta. i col songying wen i go band tat time. den i feel much beta. but den wen we hung up the phone. i cry le.
go band at 7.15am. got duno wad meeting. discussion on our Band ROD Performance lor. hmm. yuchun finally turn up for band practice. she improved lorx. im so hapi 4 her and i think she's happy too.
hmm. starting mr ng bad mood. and so do i. den he keep on scolding lor. tears in my eyes. but dey dun seem to fall out. wadeva. den later go sectional. i tell myself no matter wad have to cheer up. and i did. we done our sectional wif jiejun. den we practice together lor. mi darren n jiejun try to help yuchun on her playing.
went back to band. so sian. hahaz. sit dwn dere wan to sleep. hahaz. after lunch i also duno y i turn so siao. mr ng ask dose hu got the hym part at one note b4 137..im toking abot de saint n the city neway..yup. i also duno y i laugh..i think coz i wasn't paying attention den mr ng suddenly start bahx. den i laugh a little but den i saw judith looking at mi and i duno y i broke out laughing like siao and nvr play at all. hahz.
den i laugh n laugh n laugh. den at the Sing Rash. mi and yuchun decided to played one part very soft or can sae dun play at all. hahaz. we two sabo darren. den actually i try to be serious on my playing but den hor i duno y i laugh again n again like siao lor. i reali cant stand myself today. hahaz.
after band went to help ms teo to carry OHP to classrms. mi darren and jiuyew was dere helping. hmm. den after tat mi on my way go meet judith olivia and esther at bugis tat time, i saw hanping and jialing. so hapi. we chatted den i hurried to meet judith.
we took neoprints. and i took wif esther also. so fun. she so pretty. hehex. hmm. 2day still quite ok. kk.gtg. tata.




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