STRESS AHX!!!!!arghx....totally freak out....finally break down on tuesday....cried on the phone wen jie col mi.....
tuesday history paper....easy...i noe how to do but scared i fail...i very stress...tat previous nite i study till 2am...head spinning like siao...but but the last 2 chapters dun reali understand...den try to mermorize so facts...riots sences..etc....den i fell asleep....den have my dreams...but den suddenly feel like someone was like on mi....n a hand is pressing my throat hard till i cant breathe....i struggle n shouted...but my voice was muted....keep on struggling till i woke up...onli haf an hour pass....cant get to slp....very scared...den im awake till 3plus am...
told my mum de next morining....i think this happen coz maybe i stress bahx....den my mum thinks so....haiz...since last thursday onwards...i everyday slept at 2plus 3am like tat...coz very scared of final examz de...n sec2 year can sae as important as the O levels lorx....yarx....i hope i can score well...or else hor i duno wat im gona do lorz....
den frm tat day onwards rite...i totally like cant forcus on my studies lorz...but i den i tried hard....lucky can....yesterday geo paper...think can pass den canot pass duno lahx....hope can....den today's literature!!!very hapi coz quite of easy....yeah!!!!...but hor study so much hor....waste my time study....study till 3am lorx...den aiyo...all study onli the one i dun reali go n spent so much time on de cum out....but den tat one essay mahx....i wrote 1 full page.....hehex....
tml science paper!!!!very scared....later have to go study....for science rite...im prepared....but den have to learn all the terms n facts....etc....later go mermorized.....hehex!!.....
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