haiz....tml english paper...scared like hell...wana cry but cannot...promise jiejie dun cry anymore le....sick here....nose n eyes very de pain....bed n my bear so tempting....but duno how to go n slp....exams r juz freaking mi out...arghx...
duno y everyone got de mood to slp....im jealous over here....haiz....juz sad sad sad....stress stress stress....arghx...
dun feel like doing the paper tml.....but have to tell myself to do it....hen xin ku le....aaahhhhh!!!.....compo no ling gan....compre scared dun understand....i hope the paper will be easy...arghx...hope god will guide mi....very scared...freaking hell....arghx...
haiz...4get how to buzz my lips...4get how to play horn.....my mind is juz full of studies studies n studies...totally 4get the fingserings of the horn....c how i die....have to ask my jie...coz got teach her how to play last time....i hor haiz....everytime mix the fingering wif trumpet de....hahaz...duno y....ask yu chun to return mi my fingering chart...after exams go c c againz....haiz.....
gor gor ask mi to relax.....but still very tense up.....nw he slping like a log....so envy...duno how to slp.....hey! ppl out dere! can teach mi how to slp? i need help here!!!...
haiz....sighx...
Friday: English Paper 1 & 2
Monday: Chinese Paper 1 & 2
Tuesday: History
Wednesday: Geography
Thursday: Literture
Friday: Science
Monday: Maths Paper 1 & 2
Tuesday: Home Economics & Design n Technology
Wednesday: Art
haix....very scared...die die.....









[s.T.r.e.S.s]
[l.I.v.I.n.G.i.N.a.f.R.e.A.k.i.N.h.E.l.L]
[s.A.d]
[c.O.n.C.e.N.t.R.a.T.i.N.g]
[L.P=75%]
[i am a floating log in the ocean, duno where to float to...concious abot de time im left wif...cant put mi to slp...stress is pulling mi slowly...it's now part of a burden...shoulding behind mi...]
[im left...fighting against the pain im taking each day...things doesnt seems perfet...everything is in the past..like a plate of overnight leftovers, nothing worth any nostalgia...so why letting it slice my heart bit by bit in silence?]
[though life iszit perfect...my life still have to carry on...]