It's a time to LOVE.

Monday, July 19

hahaz....jux went to cut my hair....so happy...hahaz...as if got sumthing i wan fall frm the sky hahaz......
haiz.....so sad....a guy frm my class wan emgriating to perth.....haiz.....good luck justin.....farewell.........
haiz nth to write so let mi tok abot band.....hmmm....actually my heart now rite.....is vry the sad n angry.....40% of my heart lost hope abot band le lorz.....i noe...i reali sori to sum ppl....but reali this is wat i wan to sae.....evrything reali sux......is not the band.....the CCA....is the people contain in it.....sux....nt reali all of them but sum of them.....sum ppl r vry unreasonable.......i hate him lorz......not onli him.......even his whole section sux lorz.....reali c this kind of people.....sooner or later......the band is reali gona collapsed......reali lorz.....sori 4 being harsh but REALI if dere is still no changes rite.......i will reali quit the band.....or even worst......i WILL ASK 4 A TRANSFER!!!!!.......
Sumtimes.....Sumthings......is reali going out of control........n sum reali too much till mi....myself n sum frens reali cannot take it lorz.....sumtimes i tell myself to look at the brighter side of band n dun think too much....but reali.....things r juz getting worst.....getting out of hand n alot of ppl r changing....frm good....to bad......bad....to worst......worst till.....haiz......reali lorz.....the whole band.....im getting worried.....im scared that wan day....i will reali break down.....n flare up in front of all of u......tats is wat i hate to do lorz.......i dun wanna history to repeat n sum of my frens have reali seen how i flare up in the past......i reali dun wan it to happen.....reali....so now.....the onli thing i can do is 2 pray that they will change to a better person n i reali hope that the band will continue to strive 4 the next 10 years.....20 years......30 years.....or even 4eva!!!!....n achieving great awards!!!!!.....dis is my onli wish 4 the GM band......haiz.....saying so much here.....haiz.....i cant do anything rite......i juz have to hope 2 c the better tml......n may wat i hope will reali happen.....n i reali have to ganpateh lots!!!!!n may the whole band jia you!!!!!....60% of my heart....is still having faith in band...... after the compliment frm our principal 2dae......i think that our band reali improve alot n may our band continue to strive hard n we hope to c more imporovement!!!!....
hmm....feeling blue......*cough* *cough*........so sick.......actually cannot go band wan.....but i still go......not becoz mi hardworking or sumthing(BHB!!)...is coz i scared mi cannot catch up will the whole band lorz....den later kana scolding by mr ng.....haiz......so is like 'fel qu bu ke'.......haiz..... i reali like to play wif my horn n my ocarina!!!!hehex.....=p.....fun lorz....
now the time is 06:46pm.....Monday......19 July 2004

Time to Love. Y
6:46 PM