Sunday, May 16
Sunday, 16 May 2004.........12:35am......
exam stress are bugging mi 4 de past few days...it's so terrible...i duno how ya overcome it...it's juz difficult...i really duno wat ya do.....alot of things have been happen 2 mi...i reali cant stand it...sumtimes...i reali hope to find a hole....2 drop all my worries....sorrows....pains in...but i juz cant find de hole...oh lord! where's de hole lord....:'(...i keep thinking...y cant i be brave?....2 defeat all these problems...why cant i do it??? why???...i thought after all these problems...i have learn how 2 be strong....but no...i fear them...i wana 4get them..but they keep on bugging mi...they wun let mi go...sumtimes...in sum conditions...learning 2 4give is not the best thing 2 do....i have been 4giving 2 much...n it's reali 2 much le...now....it shatters my heart...vry badly...now...forgiviness is not a good thing to mi....it makes it sounds like devil...i juz have to wait 4 the clouds to cum...n rain on them...
Sunday, 16 May 2004.........12:35am......
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